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2008-12-04T07:24:00.000-08:00

BLOG CLOSED !
due to some reasons ,
~~personal blog will be created .~~
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2008-11-24T05:08:00.000-08:00

hellooooooooooos peeps !
miss my latest post yeahs ?
hhahaaaaaaaaaas(:
especially gary daddie leys :x
okays here's your post uhs .
not in sg yet leys but i'll roughly post lahhs uhhs ._.
so was quite busy shopping here and there .
overseas mahhs else stay in sg lyk so bored yea ?
lyk annabel laopo liddat luhhs !
stay in sg the round-shaped face lyk so grumpy hors .
lols :x
wei laopo this is compliment leys LOLS !
alrights so weather's quite warm leys !
bth budden got air con thanks goodness :D
and sorry leys nth for you guys .
everything is lyk so ugly , lousy the like ><"
hmm ohya gary dad the cendol you recommend hors idk where leys siol =.="
i travelled like the whole place just to find it budden don have leys =.=
pathetic rite somemore so hot ahhs !
hehs hehs .
so went to attend kor's wedding lohhs .
ehhs ya hafway hp rang .
my aunty called saying that my grandpa may pass away at any moment .
so i was traumatised .
kor asked me wad happened so i was like saying nth .
so everything ended , he gave me a lift to my hotel .
ya so i told him everything lohhs .
and he console me ><
walaoooo ehs .
so he was like asking me to cry , its okay .
dhen i was like no lahhs why cry he also haven die , as long as there's a glimpse of hope i wont break down de .
so he's like .. -.-
dhen i cried lohhs .
cried for two hours !?
walaoooooos !
didnt realise till he told me .
hhahaaas(:
that's me lahhs uhhs ><
alrights lahhs post till here .
gotta bathe luhhs :x
goooooodnites .
takecare everyone :DD

2008-11-18T12:11:00.000-08:00

here's my latest post for readers :D !
hmm holiday right ? nothing to blog on lorhhs :x
its lyk whats the point of blogging when we aint having school .
suppose to blog on school's life =.=
lmfao =.="
so everything changed .
not from good to best but bad to worse .
seeeeeeeeeeeee my taggyboard !
the attitude my toot toot cousin gave :x
hehs hehs hur hur !
bth can because of another guy i got neglected :x
LOLS !
yup so its either i'm playing or travelling nothing else >.<
two more days and i say buhhs byes lols .
ohya and the noobnoob jiemin scold me retarded leys !
LOL !
you dhen ehhs :x
guess i've nothing much to post on i'll stop here(:

because of you i made myself obsessed to games instead of thinking of you .
maybe you didnt realise anything but i'm really hurt this time round .
not knowing of the reason , i'm afraid to close my eyes and sleep .
scared that i'll think of you and tears started rolling down .
i know i'm being mean to say that i would prefer your disappearance ,
but there's only two choice for me .
your disappearance or i'll forget .
but till now i still cant forget you , struggling , bleeding .

2008-11-11T23:44:00.000-08:00

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gonna reach 200th post sooooon :D
hees .
hmm fell ill yesterday de yesterday ._."
recovering soon . - Hopefully O: -
it went up to 38.9 degrees yesterday LOL !
cause laopo say me ben mahhs hurhur !
lols
bth man .
went katong park wif my di's class .
walaoooooos ehhs !
was so retarded bored man -.-
alrights and was drenched because of the bad weather , so ill lohhs =.-
yupps and met xinyi's sister lols !
she looked so strange :x
probably because of the makeups :x
lols ! doesnt suits lahhs :x
hurhur .
mmph wads next .
initially i had to meet mrs ong de :x
but then she said she'll report to me my results :D
so kind worhhs hors ?
first time siahhs :x
tq uhhs same goes to emily seow :x
buay pai leys !
most of us managed to be promoted to 3e1 :D
hehs hehs !
too bad got separated from some of the gans T.T
aw T.T
but anyways must jiayous leys !
hurhur .
latest bill T.T
nice one lahhs 14x leys :x
omtians my dad is lyk ehhhs ..
=.= he crap lahhs he .
i settle myself lohhs ._."
so chatted with annabel yesterday and she's lyk going to sleep luhhs :x
sorry worhhs !
all those scolding and laughters hhahaaaaaaaaaaas(:
3e1 ` 2oo9 D: jiayous !
gary daddie ! your post D: hurhur ! you also leys must update your stupid blog frequently worhhs D:
THE END :D
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2008-11-08T05:15:00.000-08:00

Y 5th November :D
yea wild wet wet i'm coming :x !
hmm but i came back home with four retarded cuts O:
two near my fingers , one on my knee and another one on my elbow .
idk wad i did , just feel pain T.T
hurhur elbow is yunghua pushed dehhhhhs ! :x
hhahaaaaaaaaas .
its alrights lahhs ._."
yea so nothing new -.-
was quite boring for me lols !
cause there's quite lil thingys and it isnt thrilling enuff as i thought O:
hahah but winnie still screamed like hell uhhs -.-
yupps but its fun though to be able to meet up with you peeps .
not bad :D
yeahhs short and sweet post for those urging me to post ._.
hhahaaaaaaaaas(:
yupps i enjoyed myself hopefully you peeps enjoyed too :D
alrights takecares !
{ monday is the day and start of my future , haiis .

2008-11-03T21:18:00.000-08:00

finally the day to www :D
its tomorrow right !
sms-ed mrs ong ; joanne a few minutes ago .
initially i asked her out earlier then the meeting time so we can check out the price .
so she replied : Go see la . Btw u bring how much?
me : 60 LOL .
she : Walao. Ok lols then we meet at the 269 bus stop at 8 lols can?
me : okays . but shop so early open for us mehhs LOL .
she : Lols i dunnoe le. We go outside see. N u wan highlight hair or dye whole hair?
me : highlight lahhs duhhs -.-
- SKIP ; so decided to meet up at 9 :D & we're actually gonna bring sch bag :x -
she : N u wear shorts or jean?
me : walao water games lehhs you think wear jean appropriate ahhs =.=
she : Lols ok then both shorts haha. I boliao ma. So seeya 2moro.
me : yes please ._." byes .
- this shows how brainless and boliaos mrs ong ; joanne is uhhs :x -
hurhur thanks to singtel those sms-es are free else i'll make her pay for them .
asked such stupid qns fun hors -.-
yes and recently chatting with lance kor .
yes i didnt stm and forget dat ure LANCE WONG !
alrights so he's actually another joker rofls :x
chatted with nich yesterday nite .
ya what he said make sense .
i shouldnt have force myself to love him .
just take it naturally .
but e prob is i just think that its impossible and i don have dat feeling rawrs !
wadever then both of us were like - Sigh ! -
and fell asleep :D at 8 =.=''
yupps 3 hours of sleep for me :D
anyways its time for me to be crazy tomorrow !
{ let's partehhs ! :D

2008-11-02T00:06:00.000-07:00

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got my mom consent to go to www luhhs :D
yays !
thanks to annabel chan uhhs :D
okays sure looking forward to it O:
and laopo must help me hors , piak them :x
lols ! just kidding .
hmm yes and recently joanne , annabel and i intend to have a chinese tuition worhhs .
although we take higher chinese but those taking normal chinese are also invited to join :D
the cost is below $100 not ex rite hehs hehs .
ya and a female teacher is teaching us , it'll sure be fun lahhs .
interested ? just give me a tag asap !
for more enquiry , please contact ~~annabel~~ me :x
hurhur .
alrights went out wif my clique just now .
three ~~words~~ letters ; FUN {:
almost fell down becos of jiemin lmao .
pushed me uhhs , you die luhhs lahhs @:
yes and chatted with nich , went home together .
hhahaaaaaaaas(:
he really can read my mind can wth O:
he understands me well thats all i can say :D
yea looking forward to meeting my gans {:
{ 3 more days to www :D
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2008-10-31T07:40:00.000-07:00

ahem ahem !
take a look at my tagboard and you'll know i've gone crazy again .
fyi idk those people luhhs so yupps no rumours uhhs .
alrights reflecting on what i had been doing over the past few weeks .
travelling :D !
other than that ; sleeping , dreaming , eating , shyting , watching tv , drinking !
i don expand i don believe okays D:
thats for joke [:
yupps recently watched those taiwan show uhhs .
obsessed with them luhhs !
hehs hehs !
was having a good time when there's two stalkers .
hhahaaaaaaaaaaas(:
so funny though but have fun smsing :D
i wasnt angry lahhs no worries {:
gary daddie was cute with his replies luhhs :D
oh yahhs !
btw mrs ong ; joanne where's my nourishments ?
hhahaaaaaaaas(:
hmm annabel dont you think its tym we get our ahma an ahgong ?
hurhur D:
emily stop pretending lahhs , you need ure another half de right :D
hehs hehs {:

replies to tags :
hui ` P!NK : ehhs i aint ure role model lahhs i don even know who you are lehhs O.o" phew .
hui ` hi .F : i think you got to the wrong blog lahhs ! omfg . please check the url tq ._."
hui ` aloysius KHIONG : do i even know you ? siol .
{ mission : get emily a bf :D

2008-10-30T08:29:00.000-07:00

BOOOOOOO !
aw missed those days in school each and every moment .
well those days chatting with emily bout nika ._."
sharing secrets wif gina , emily and jason .
joking and fooling wif annabel .
console my dearest winnie nuer .
teasing joanne ; the future ong tai tai LOL ><
talking about anime wif nika - emily don scold me T_T -
and not forgetting the days i had with my clique !
ohoh jiemin imy man hhahas anyways yesterday had a good chat with you uhhs :D
yea those precious moment i had with you guys are IRREPLACABLE ! n_n
cool right uhhs huhhs .
and we didnt meet for just a few weeks and i'm missing some of you already !
aw T.T
back to yesterday .
yesterday night was horrendous for jiemin and i .
we chatted hafway when it rained so heavily :O
initially we put on out jackets and continued our conversation but soon later ,
we heard " wooooooo ~ "
ehhs not ms woo and its not illusion !
my brother heard that too !
so both jiemin and i screamed like crazy women ._.
ehhs she was loud uhhs :X
yea but after awhile the rain stopped :D
both of us fell asleep .
regarding the content hmm its confidential :X
ohya thanks for the concern peeps i'm fine luhhs don worry .
hmm hp number changed to 91594464 :D sorry for the changes .
call me for conference one day hhahaaaaaaaas(:
{ iloveyou {:

2008-10-28T06:00:00.000-07:00

my holidays are just like nightmares , dont know why .
maybe i'm just being pessimistic uhhs , thats unlike me right .
and my condition suddenly just became so bad .
ya operation .
cut here and there , its terrible .
just before i went into the room my tears cant stop flowing down .
hurhur but i'm fine now .
its better but i may just boo agn .
what can i do ?
nothing just be cheerful like what i am :D
right emily ?
hhahaaaaaaas(:
don worry lahhs esp anthony .
i haven die yet and yes abc hospital if you wanna come :D
i wan choco and teddy fyi when you visit me {:
sorry joanne cant make it tmr worhhs .
i'm really weak hope you guys hve fun :D

before going in the room i think of you .
i wonder have you ever think of me .
thinking that i might never get to meet you ,
never get to see you ,
never get to talk to you ,
just like before

{ i hope i can really be that cheerful girl before .

2008-10-24T04:52:00.000-07:00

heyyooooooooos(:
i'm back to blogging !
aw so happy to see so mannie spammers appearing in my blog uhhs :X
sorry uhhs for not posting for those few days back .
quite sick physically and mentally LOL ! :X
don piak me okays !
and sorry emily ; since you sms-ed me to post i'll post just for you :DD
feel honoured !? mwahahahahahaha :X
alrights got back our results eventually , not bad but there's still some room for improvements :D
quite confident to go e1 with the help of emily .
and if not for her my history wont improve so drastically luhhs :P
i was actually inspired by her to take history but then god don let me to O:
hhahahas .
hmm regarding my health no operation needed but just a pill of medicine for me T.T
suckkkkkkkkkkk !
hehs hehs anyways hope i can trash emily soon :D
ehhs btw i lost our contract !
send me once you read this post worhhs :D
life for me now is quite relaxing and enjoying esp with emily , annabel , winnie , nich , jiemin , anthony etc .
hmm cant express that kind of feeling but i know they're important to me :D
hmm and today jonathan asked me wad happened between me and him i was like ehhs over .
he's like oh okays , his tone quite happy ._."
yes heck cares with those important friends and gans of mine i'm counted fortunate !
right emily ?
alrights a big big thank you to emily hope we'll meet in the year of 2009 :D
hmm yes the last day of school went home with emily and the rest as normal was quite sadded .
going to cry luhhs serious .
went to bustop got teased by raj !
asshole yi ge qu si lahhs :X
and please there's really nth between valen and me , its true !
zzzz alrights and actually raj is scary de lor fyi :X
wadever got to end my post here !
iloveyou , emily ~!
{ thanks taggers :D

2008-10-15T23:45:00.000-07:00

too busy to blog yesterday , sorry .
i was rather preparing surprises for couples luhhs but in the end i forgot to give them today !
serious stm prob , haiis give them on monday then ; belated one .
hope they'll appreciate it :D
okays so winnie nuer cried in school yesterday O:
she cried alot recently , poor thing .
she worked hard for her math alr but in the end she got an unsatisfied result .
oh yea its the same for me .
i didnt break down of cos ; i'm pretty strong .
i got my A1 of course but from 9x to 8x so innocent .
and its because of the setter's retarded mistake .
gloss over .
art i got 77 :D WOOT .
how could i lose to jason !?
its like wth so plain and everything , mine better luhhs !
siol the pathetic one is emily .
she tried really hard to win nika in everything but in the end she got herself agitated agn .
but i think ms chin should put 8x for her cause the diff between nika and her wont be a big diff .
there isnt any conflict between us but i still feel that art should be marked based on efforts .
its during exams period and emily still stayed back to modify her artpiece as perfect as possible .
and today's talk on subj combi said about determination .
and why did emily still score 75 marks !?
oh yes i dont get it seriously .
and today i got pissed off by chinese teachers .
we shouldnt even have offered help to them in the first place .
and yes i know that huang lao shi like me alot but to me thats the past .
i'm now in the higher chinese class and hsueh lao shi is my new chinese teacher now .
idk why huang lao shi lke me so much and even got jealous of hsueh lao shi ; i didnt suckup to her !
i really dont know and why do you guys have to treat me as if i'm so suckup to her .
its like she like me but i dont feel the same .
and you guys were like pushing your project to me when she wanted you guys to edit .
its not fair to me , think of me okay ?
i know i'm not important but i'm really sad when you guys asked me to go to her and edited it .
and thats why i refused to tag along with you guys then .
it affected my mood .
i'm starting to feel neglected .
sorry but this is my personal feelings idk how you feel .
hope you guys wont mind that i brought up this matter alrights .
yes and forever we will be ; one big family :D
{ emily ahma , jiayous !

2008-10-14T05:57:00.006-07:00

what a disgrace man !
every subj just suits me well but not for humanities !
history i was always the one failing or border line but i managed to score well man :D
and lit is the headache one .
wodetians i flunk it !
ohyea i don even bother that horrendous butt of our teacher can just sentence us to death :X
LOOOOL !
ya other then that i think its okays {:
okays then sean was suan-ing me for my lit !
arlehhhhhhhs annabel all your fault shower him with love but not me .
not enuff :XX
hhahaaaaaaaaas(:
so some of my gans bashed him up O.O"
omfg i thought winnie nuer went to kick his ahem !
LOOOOOOL :X - not horny ._. -
yes worried for geog man kns .
i'm borned not to love humanities yea so be it :X
no lahhs just joking i'll try to get hold of them :D
hmm math arghhs skip that !
yes homed after school :D
idk why god is always there to kill me instead of blessing me !
i was okays initially when i was walking down the stairs i felt a sudden pain .
i cried O:
it was so pain and i'm not exaggerating !
my gastric prob agn .
so i went for a check up and the doctor was like ehhs ..
so i expected my condition to ya .
and she said that i cant drag any further .
i was like , " really that bad mehhs !? "
she's like , " yes , you should have taken care of yourself , you're a big girl already ! "
okays yes i am i know -.-
but i love her she's a good doctor .
she treated me deserts ; purposely de ._."
yes and she drove me home before she went home .
so after much persuading from her , i still decide not to go for the operation .
she asked me , " are you sure ? its your life ."
i was like duhhhhhhs , gave her that funny look and both of us were laughing out loud :X
and she respected my decision but need to go for regular checkups ._."
operation ; hmm isnt just a minor one its a major one .
i could just died inside the operating room .
arghhs w.e. my decision is final .
aw and i'm bearing the pain .
sians why so pain siahhs LOOOL !
{ goodluck .

2008-10-12T21:40:00.000-07:00

alrights exams are over and i finally let down my hair .
instead of going out , i'm staying at home .
am i crazy ? - no -
i'm merely tired , maybe i'm getting older O:
ouh i bet you are lyk ehhs LOL !
yea so what i'm 14 .
i'm like dieing .
okays forget it .
i wont live long and i'm saying this in a serious tone .
read kim and anthony's blog ;
one gotta go for a nose surgery .
another one his nephew got a rare disease at a young age .
and me ?
alright gloss over .
god is just playing a prank on each and everyone of us .
i chose to believe in god but each and every sincere prayer just didnt ..
and now i realised that believing is nothing !
human shouldnt have exist , should we ?
we are living in misery , fear and so what if we are dieing ?
god give us the chance to look at the beautiful world we are in ,
yet he is taking all this back ,
and we're disappearing from this world ,
can he even feel our heart ?
is he really our father ?
NO HE ISNT !
he's just a nobody , nobody !
god .. damn it !
whatever it is , i hope kim and of cos anthony's nephew will hold on .
no matter what believe in noone but yourself .
its your life that you are living .
your loved ones will give you the moral support but you have to be determine to live on .
the final say and decision lies in your hands .
choose either to die or live .
{ i chose to live . kim lim lets hold on tgt :D

2008-10-10T05:03:00.000-07:00

heyyooooooooooooo(:
hope you guys are surviving man :D
or already half dead mugging everyday O:
hurhur anyway we are freeeeeeeeeee !
yay {:
d&t ehhs i don have any feel for this paper ?
donno wad i'm saying ?
forget it hhahas ><
so ap never come and of cos imagine my glee :DD
chatted with my nuer all day long :D
test also :X
told her some answer :XX
alrghts and met up with joanne for lunch .
so good luhhs i got free lunch .
thanks to her mother ; thanks a million {:
chatted with her and got along quite well :D
after that we're off to causeway point ; woodlands :D
met mayuan O:
nice hairstyle btw though joanne was ehhs ahem lols !
and then timezone {:
we're so crazy man , alot ppl watching us :D
so fun man after went back amk slack ._."
chiong to the mac opposite the library !
to get some stuffs from FM91.3 :D
in the end got so fed up .
my brother fooled me i suppose ?
but he denied when i asked him w.e. forget it
after went zoneX play agn :D
bored and homed :D
yea hope we can hang out agn man :D
{ freeeeeeee !

2008-10-09T00:59:00.000-07:00

didnt post yesterday .
wondered why ?
here's your answer :D
mugmugmug :X
sorry luhhs mwahahahaha .
was quite worried for my science mahhs O:
and just wad i expected .
today i was struggling man T.T
i was drowning , above the water .
w.e. its already over liaos .
so no point regreting or what so ever when its too late .
yesterday for math i believed that alot of you was so frustrated hors .
ms gan kept on coming in our class ; in and out in and out .
cause of some errors in questions .
and isnt just one lehhs .
paper 1 there's one mistake .
paper 2 its more than one !
and somemore its linked man !
wth ._.
haiis i was racing with time .
my handwriting was so damn ugly & horrendous man !
expecially for my graph :X
its all that ah gan's fault lahhhhhhhhhhhs @:
she wasted our time , making us confused and only gave us extra 2min .
is like 2 min can do wad luhhs ?
we also not octopus , we only have 2 hands lehhs .
2 min write solution wth !
say bye to my A luhhs T.T
macham lahhs she ; if i lose my A she'll get it man !
its impossible lahhs later i from 9x , get back my results like 6x is like omfg !?
drastic drop !?
haiis fed up .
oh yea today after paper i went to g.o.
with joanne & winnie luhhs - thanks worhhs ! -
so troublesome how i wish i can punch them right in their face .
its written there black in white principal .
then she asked me to give to ms ng !?
macham donno how read eng lang siahhs .
fed up so went up d and t room to look for her -.-
blahhs ! asshole met mr low :DD
he .. ahem !
its a secret between us :X
so lucky though hhahaaaaaaaaas(:
thanks to me man :X
if i dont pass up the form today will we even go up to d and t room and look for her ?
hhahas winnie not credited to you :XX
hehs hehs d and t tomorrow ; last paper uhhs .
jiayous luhhs .
i'm enjoying myslf idk why lahhs :X
hurhurhurhurhurhurhurhurhur !
so lil for me to memories thanks to mr low lohhs :D
yea and i like him too bad he's not our d and t teacher its that bitch ._."
sians lahhs w.e.
i'll continue mugging :D
{ yay ! last paper and we'll be freeeeeeee :D

2008-10-07T00:06:00.000-07:00

hehs hehs !
finally geography over mwahahaha !
hhaiyo fret not 3 more papers to go uhhs T.T
but its quite fast though and then we are going to be playing like crazy uhhs :D
yes came back from school with some debating going on just now LOL !
the answer luhhs :D
and yes i correct lehhs laopo !
you go read the notes then read the question carefully !
hhahaaaaaaaaaaas(:
yea border line passing ?
lols hope not .
the best is to score as well as possible lahhs . - duhhs ! -
alrights came back was like damn tired .
yesterday just couldnt sleep man .
so my brother and i tuned in to FM 91.3 and we like damn siaos .
shouted here and there -.-
math paper for us tomorrow woohoooooooooo {:
i just did my revision for my science !
hurhur not math worhhs !
for math i jus try out for my graph ; gonna memories those idiotic formulae later on :D
yes science i'm halfway through ; chapter 9 luhhs :D
gonna memories my whole science notes by today !
hope i can o.O
hmm yupps , we got the option forms for choosing our subj combi next year worhhs .
like sai lahhs .
take triple pure right its a must to take geography !
where got such things dehhs .
somemore for those good in science but bad in geography lehhs ! - like me siol . -
how am i going to live in that stream .
wth bth !
so nika and i was thinking of appealing man .
seeking help from ap ng tmr .
but i don wan see her face lehhs sians .
hhahas nika will do the talkings dhen :XX
but w.e. results not out and i've not comfirmed yet .
asking my brother for opinion luhhs {:
aw man ! conference later again -.-
my ear gonna suffer lols .
well , good luck for math paper !
{ i love gary daddie & KIM-LIM the future mother to be ? hhahas :X

2008-10-05T19:43:00.000-07:00

hehs hehs !
thanks to those hao ren i become a crazy bitch again :S
oh yes .
yesterday night was a tiring , happy and saddening day .
was chatting with anthony about chalet , composing song and jobs the like .
hhahas anthony treating me lehhs :XX
but then like so bad lahhs if you got a job and treat me aw don wan lahhs .
but must sing for your class worhhs :X
and we were watching superband final [:
omfg i called so much :XX
siol ! my bill gonna be ehhs huhhs O:
initially i called for tu zi twice and sms for yi shi jie thrice .
then yi shi jie lost tu zi got into finals i was like sians -.-
they very cool luhhs & i like the waiting for you part .
they sang till so nice lahhs but then siol !
so i sms for tu zi like siao and they won [:
so happy luhhs [:
and i on my lappy .
and you're online too .
i just wanted to say sorry .
in the end you shouted at e for the first time .
i was so sadded i just off the switch .
and i sms you agn for like late at the night .
but again you did that to me .
everything has ended man .
hurhur .
i came back from literature .
hurhur quite interesting .
woohoo ap never come worhhs :D
so jason took our attendance .
pushed him real hard walk so slow i cant sit man -.-
rofl .
okays then pei mayuan , went to see racist kaur .
suck siahhs .
initially she was talking to a group of indian students hors smiling so happily away .
then when she talked to mayuan like 360 degree change of facial expression luhhs !
hells as if she want to ask her liddat .
she don be our lit teacher lahhs big bumm de :XX
i not pervertic okays :XX
yes went back to class .
a funny teacher came .
she so cute de luhhs {:
we talking he still give us paper .
then damn funny i thought she said start the paper .
so sean was asking me , " can start paper liaos ? "
i was like , " duhhhhhhhhhhhhs ! "
so mohan , sean , winnie and me flipped the paper over !
omfg all my fault :XX
then the teacher walked till sean's table and said , " please do not turn over the paper ! "
we were like laughing like crazy !
mohan look at me laughing :XX
sorry uhhhhs !
yea so time up :D
she so funny luhhs .
mwahahahahahahahahaha n_n
and after that storytelling from winnie .
didnt know nuer so long winded .
her geog notes gone missing :X
all thanks to mingru and she's nagging about it -.-
yes pekcek .
if i am in her shoe i'm sure i will scream at mingru de .
hehs hehs poor thing worhhs T.T
w.e. good luck for tomorrow's paper luhhs .
jiayous [:
{ it ended today .

2008-10-04T22:35:00.001-07:00

another wonderful day blogging :D
yes everyday it will be better than before .
looking things at the positive side when it doesnt work .
wads the point .
living on when life is so miserable .
everyday struggling to be cheerful but ended up being alone .
sitting in a corner crying .
thats my life .
wads the point of living on ?
everytime i pray to god but again and again i felt empty .
i hate god , you aint my father !
please hide me behind your cross ..
yesterday i chatted with a few people and its nich again .
definitely every conversation there will be a person involved .
none other then nicholas !
yesterday i sneaked out with him and headed to the park .
we chatted alot yesterday .
and i'm glad i have nich he really brightened up my life .
my sorrow , my misery he'll be able to feel it .
i dont know how he managed to but i know he'll be there for me .
even if i'm happy he'll be able to tell it :D
he's a nice guy right ?
hehs hehs want some intro not girls ?
boys also can lahhs unless you are a gay O:
hurhur yes anthony thank you for those words you told me :D
nice one lahhs uhhs what i told you you told me back ._."
anyways really grateful [:
another guy for auction who want ? :X
and yes i love the stars at night its beautiful and the rising of sun too :D
thanks to nich and anthony {:
{ you forgotten about me ..

2008-10-03T01:57:00.000-07:00

harlows peeeeeeeps :D
i'm back !
happy worhhs ?
hehs hehs .
blogging has become one of my habit in my life [:
thus i wont closed down my blogger neither do i let it die :D
hurhur yeahhs .
yesterday slept very late though theres a test today .
but hecks =.="
talked to daddie over the phone just now {:
oh how nice we chatted quite long though he's nervous .
good impression on him :D
yupps history paper today .
omtians i cant complete my paper !
糟糕　！
i hope i didnt flung it lyk hells :X
oh yea god bless .
and hopefully the next paper will be easy though it'll be bias in marking !
wth ._."
jiayous luhhs people .
mugging all the way :D
{ loves .

2008-09-24T02:13:00.000-07:00

sorry uhhs for not updating recently .
was really really busy with lots & lots of things .
wth and i can hardly have enough sleep .
right emoly seow ting dong :X
blame mr teng for it LOL :X
no offence {:
yea and was having and felt so terrible luhhs .
my life just sucks like hell .
siol and i believe some of you feel this way luhhs but no choice .
you either choose to be dead or continue living luhhs .
so make your decisions right now !
mwahahahahahaha :D
sound like counselling peeps uhhs ?
hehs hehs .
today happenings are ..
tada !
art so sians lahhs wth .
its like halfway completed but i don feel a sense of satisfactory luhhs !
redo redo !
eng lang so damn crazy lahhs .
mr teng went thru' with us the format of letter writing as well as our coming exams luhhs .
to get as prepared hurhurhur !
yes so sean neo's name became shuan neo .
and because he's white ( reflected light :X ) his name is called shuan neu meh meh !
yes yes he's a mountain goat fyi so get goat's milk from him mwahahaha :X
annabel don be offended though his your second laogong .
i know i'm important than him right :D
yea and emily no worries you have a nickname luhhs !
EMOLY SEOW TING DONG !
yes and indeed you are :X
geography WOOT !
heather wanna give birth luhhs so that weirdo came :D
we played like crazy and laughed loud luhhs uhhs emoly {:
let's skip history cause its all revision and ap science =.="
mother tongue rawrs !
think lai think qu still cant get hang of what yawen talking luhhs .
sians so asked her after lesson ended .
and yes get the hang of it :D
actually its much easier than the rest -.-
how stupid i am wth .
yea and we had our ASSEMBLY !
sai lahhs kenji go kick me and said , " you boliao ahhs ? "
i was like O.O "
heck care him and we were so high lohhs hors joanne :D
nice tickling and all hors nuer -.-
yes and screaming and shoting occured .
teasing of mr low , ms chin and tan also :D
if ms chin and ms tan fight over mr low right sure got blue black all around their body de can !
LOL :X
yea and huge andy knocked down a sec one guy .
his size is like thrice of that boy lahhs O:
poor thing worhhs T.T
but suprisingly , he didnt fall so its okays :D
and we laughed like crazehhs LOOOOL !
yes and its fun .
was so tired so went home .
but then met jonathan when i walked home .
wth siol =.=
i walked fast but in the end he ran up to me and chat with me -.-
siol i was like asking wheres justine .
silence was all he gave me zzzz .
dots w.e. and was like again he asked me that +.+"
can faint luhhs .
heck care him lohhs left without saying buhhs byes -.-
and homed :D
{ takecares .

2008-09-17T06:07:00.001-07:00

heyyooooooos(:
a crazy and fustrating day today .
art shi sians de lohhs @:
siol donno why there's such a retarded subject -.-
it just waste our efforts and time luhhs siol siol .
yupps so we fooled around .
ms chin wanted to scribble on my draft and i was like NOOOOOO :X
so she drew lightly LOOOOOL !
yes history theresa say we did badly for our test luhhs omtians T.T
she's huai de lohhs pour cold cold cold water on us T.T
recess time natalie is insane
siol ask emily what she did ._."
then ap woo came for science .
did a tough paper for revision .
took me so long lahhs wth -.-
but there's some good questions :D
and geography suck totally lahhs !
fucktards lahhs .
today mayuan , wenyang , joanne and me were suppose to present something for visitors luhhs .
but in the end it was cancelled just like that _l_
just one word from the principal .
walao uhhs macham siahhs .
imagine the effort we put in .
yesterday because of this i went to meet joanne at 7.20pm you know !
wth and i was suppose to be studying for geography test tomorrow .
but in the end we got to rush powerpoint slides so put aside our test for tmr .
so didnt study for it T>T
and now they just said cancelled luhhs !!
damn retard pekcek lahhs !
so we sat for our geography test after consulting alot of macham de teachers .
they just dont care about us even if we flung it so badly .
isnt their prob what right .
so was really worried lahhs .
nika said , " poor thing T>T "
yes we are .
got back our papers after a quick marking .
siol yes flung it ever so badly .
its the worst test i ever take in my life !!
i was hoping to stab those teachers luhhs .
and yes i got lowest in class for that test .
god ..
heather tan was so disappointed in me lahhs , she was shocked .
i am too and i tore my paper without further hesitation .
i didnt tore my paper because i'm crazy .
because i just cant believe myself that i failed my test for that 10 mcqs qns .
its ridiculous , i'm feeling so devastated .
and people were shocked to see me tearing my paper .
i was the first one who tore test paper in class uhhs ?
chris asked me not to cry .
i was going to cry can but i control lahhs so paiseh later .
and the moment i reached home , i started to take out every single textbook and study .
crying at the same time luhhs .
in my room of cos , my brother was like stunned also .
touched my forehead to see if i'm having fever and he went out .
but very funny can mp3 playing big girls dont cry .
i was crying crying crying when the music played , " don cry don cry don cry ! "
SIOL !
and i realised those notes given to you people was on the day i was sick .
so i didnt have those information also .
and it was tested .
suay rights ?
pillow gotta be wet today T.T
bad mood luhhs just end here .

2008-09-16T01:59:00.001-07:00

hohohoho {:
ziyi honey birthday .
happy birthday [:
went back to school today .
was disturbed by jason again wth .
and there's nothing between me & him wth ._.
SIOL !
had math test today .
and music test too -.-
wth siol mdm chiong actually asked me to join choir .
and some of us also uhhs .
what support and donno what thing lahhs .
and i know thats the secondth tym she asked me .______________.
consider lahhs hhaiyo -.-
bernice and i argued with mr yeo during gym period -.-
siol siol siol .
history emily gave me a shock .
she suddenly tore a paper and threw it on the floor O.O
something is wrong with her - yes :X -
can slearly hear her breathing sound O.O
and ms woo ap today .
wth indirectly reprimand annabel and i -.-
w.e.
ms ng also lohhs scolded winnie and me in the morning .
like i care ?
hecks hells -.-
thought i flung my hmt paper .
to my suprise i passed :D
yes yes mr teng sort of weird today .
donno why and we didnt get to sabo ziyi T.T
sians .
and yes tomorrow is coming :D
{ takecares .

2008-09-15T00:51:00.000-07:00

mwahahaha :D
was so happy luhhs .
imagine my classmates missing me like hell :P
today didnt turn up for school .
terribly sick .
but not to worry i'm still as cheerful :D
so jiemin don cry i donno why lahhs suddenly just hugged onto me and * boooom!*
was traumatised then :X
hush hush hush :D
today called joanne during cme lessons :D
lols my ear drum going break .
so noisy lahhs wth .
and when she passed the phone to another person , that particular person will say , " ahem , why you never come school uhhs ? "
and i said i'm sick countless times -.-
SIOL !
and god bless my cookies are safe :D
yes saturday was an enjoying moment for me and my clique {:
jonathan i cant believe you actually said those words to me .
but its just too late to even mentioned them .
so wish that justine and you will be everlasting together :D
nicholas & jiemin , my lovers :D

nice right :D
i took this picture .

and this is taken by jiemin .
who's nicer uhhs :X
mine right mwahahaha .

we were like lunatics lahhs screaming shouting the like .
but we've enjoyed ourselves :D
especially the ghost stories part uhhs :X
yes and then i've became a consultant .
so if anyone feels emo or something just contact me okays !
and smile always anthony :D
be it troubles or miserable life you have , its fated to be .
there's borned to be miracles believe in it , SMILE :DD
{ seeyous .

2008-09-12T05:01:00.000-07:00

heyyooooo(:
and my birthday was over T.T
today is ashiqin's birthday :D best wishes :P
LOL was so damn enthu today uhhs .
we got our math lesson first .
was fooling around again :D
and yupps hmt letter writing test -.-
siol !
literature was so funny lahhs ><
her butt so big can :X
somemore so r**i*t de can T.T
is lyk wth lahhs omfg .
she told off gina like wth .
and then after that her attitude completely changed when she wanna told off jocelyn lahhs .
wth its like jocelyn , madhuri , gina and nikko came to class late .
and then gina and nikko got reprimanded lyk fucked up shyt .
jocelyn and mudhuri were treated so politely .
and we like so unsatisfied and shouted , " R**I*T !"
its like the truth can -.-
forget it gloss over * fed up *
and yes d&t .
started our cam and follower .
hurhur everything went smoothly wif mr low :D
loves !
and yea home at 7 :P
{ buhhs byes .

2008-09-11T05:17:00.000-07:00

♥ 11 SEPTEMBER :D
the once in a year event for me {:
specially for me :D
being a birthday girl mwahahahahaha .
and of cos counting of present uhhs :X
i've got 21 presents currently :D
yes and thanks a million to ..
tada here comes the thanking ceremony [:
♥jiemin ♥jonathan ♥nicholas ♥claris ♥melvin ♥anthony ♥nika ♥emily ♥joanne ♥annabel ♥winnie ♥gina ♥ziyi ♥mingru ♥seokyee ♥sean ♥weiliang ♥john ♥marmmie ! ♥daddie ! ♥neighbour ! ♥dillon ♥nabila ♥natalie ♥nikko ♥ashiqin ♥abriel ♥wenyang ♥
sians lazy type out still got more luhhs .
i included those who wished my a very happy birthday too though no present for me .
but its appreciated * claps claps *
sorry if name not mention up there i will love you as well .
basically its like whole class uhhs singing birthday song for me -.-
thanks peeps {:D
well early in the morning got hit by dillion ._.
sort of tired ran here and there lmao dillon sucks :X
2 days older liddat bullied me T.T
hhahas and george is the accomplice !
and yes presents received .
and jason still as disturbing .
promised not to disiao but -.-
alrights and yeeseng crapping .
lalala .
and yes we teased and played with jason .
LOL siol he's acting quite real uhhs act so xiong .
got tricked luhhs _l_
lols that thingy shouldnt be up there ?
wadever and yes full marks for math graph !
WOOT :D
won nika luhhs emily proud bo your grand daughter :D
hmm and math lesson didnt managed to have peace with laopo , nuer , jason and me !
LOL we're like fooling around got scolded of cos :X
yes yes and got sabo-ed but mr teng never sabo me worhhs phew :P
celebrated just now at nich's house .
he said he wanted to organise , so be it .
got cake fight uhhs T.T
damn hells disgusting siol .
alot people crowding around right so once i leaned forward to blow the candle and ..
* BOOOOOOOOO !*
oh my bloody .
heng can i knew this would happen .
so abit of cream landed on my shirt and hair and face -.-
poor thing right ?
yes and we starting throwing cakes at each other .
sucker nich lahhs go take the whole thing and hit on my back wth !
li hai right -.-
yes and i'm so sticky .
wth .
later ants come and carry me to their nest how T.T
so know wad nich did ?
opened the tap of hose starting spraying water -.-
wth .
so we played with water .
fun though .
but i pitied his maid luhhs need wash whole place later siol .
overall it was fun .
another cake and some dishes was served after all of us bathed .
tucked in of cos -.-
and we had games and pillow fight :D
and giving presents and hugging ceremony :D
after that homed .
its such a memorable day today .
thanks nich and sorry for all those troubles :D
{ & i'm already 14 :D

2008-09-10T05:51:00.000-07:00

its just 3 hours more to my birthday :D
its getting closer !
tsk tsk remind me of that song -.-
alrights today received present from nika :D
i love it ` fave !
i try it out and the effect was splendid :D
sooo big thanks to nika , emily & that stupid monkey or yida sao :X
siol changing of classroom was rather troublesome but nevermind it'll help chris :D
so forget those troubles * choo !*
and jason sat beside me -.-
aw felt so weird can .
and he's so crappy .
but was damn hyper when we talked about our baby cousins or nephews :D
hurhur and ap girl talked about cyber things today lmao !
wth .
its all craps or nonsenses okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaays @:
wth cant stand it .
its like when we scold someone in our blog also is a crime ?
i'm not trying to be defiant but its only when we mention about racist things then we'll probably get ourselves sued uhhs ?
correct correct ?
then chain sms also -.-
siol !
w.e. i heck care -.-
birthday coming soon why should i bother with all these .
and happy early birthday to me & myself !
{ its just 3 more hours !

2008-09-08T06:10:00.000-07:00

heyyooooo(:
i think i'm getting from bad to worse T.T
i actually pangsehhs my clique and went out wif my gans or rather mates :X
am i bad * tsk tsk tsk *
should give myself a spanking .
wadever can exam coming also .
cannot always like that hors yida sao ?
sao di luhhs mahhs hope so uhhs :X
hurhur .
today ap never come so peace :X {:
mr teng also bo come ._."
so i slept for his period .
cause that retard extra teacher keep complaining about me walking around .
its like siol .
so many people walking , changing seat wads the diff ._."
i just don get it .
heck luhhs i walked .
then she confronted me and said that she wanted to tie my leg to the table .
stop me from moving around .
then slept with my hp on the table with the music played :D
clever hors never got caught worhhs :X
winnie covered her hp while talking to laopo also kena :X
pro worhhs :P
alrights wadever .
after school went for movie !
boys over flower if i'm not wrong :X
its fave :D
romantic show lahhs i cried lehhs :X
aw how sweet i knew joanne hope that yida french kiss her at that juncture of time :X
hhahaaaaaaaaaaaaas(:
before that we bought popcorn wad .
then today's special is the wall e wrapper !
omfg its so cuteeeeeeeeee !
i wan it but in the end T.T
disappointment
winnie and joanne say i kisiao can T>T
we were freezing inside lahhs LOL !
after that went collect present from ma yi .
har they say funny luhhs i gave big big de he gave small small de ._.
hurhur we went ahem ahem and homed >:D
wadever lahhs do catch that show :D
{ buhhs byes !

2008-09-07T08:01:00.000-07:00

heyyoooooo(:
sunday is just another boring day for me T.T
not really bored luhhs .
cos i was having conf like for so long LOL !
after i hanged up there's another call ._."
keep me occupied luhhs [:
and yes those who smsed me too {:
my clique & anthony {:
aw holiday is ending .
exam is drawing near luhhs T>T
ahhs heng i chionged finished my hw luhhs :D
esp eng lang de later dat retard scold :D
btw the teacher's day present i gave mr teng damn funny lohhs .
but emily said lame ._."
alrights w.e.
i'll chat with peeps online :D
goodnite & have a nice day ahead !
{ buhhs byes {:

2008-09-05T22:29:00.001-07:00

[edit]
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO {:
looking forward to my post ? n_n
here's one ! {:

yes yes yes * smiles * .

i went to watched wall E yesterday !

hhahas and its was like my third tym LOL !

tsk tsk tsk .

someone say i rich uhhs =.="

i just love cinema .

its such a big and fun place to be in .

yes and of cos we fooled around inside luhhs :X

playing hide and seek the like :X

basically yesterday i rushed to meet yida sao - joanne luhhs - .

keep rushing me like hell & demanded me to run over there !

siol ! not your dog lahhs .

and the irritating is she kept molesting me like crazy lahhs !

tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk !
heng luhhs never meet anthony and groups else they'll think i'm insane ._."
wadever yidao sao gonna get it from me soooon {:

i know yida will protect you * aw so sweet * .

hhahaaaaaaaaaaas(:
so both of us fooled around in the cinema .

play our camera's flash ! lols .
running the like siol !
overall its fun though there's a molester :X
not forgetting the picture of wall E !
wakaka :D

aw its so lonely T.T
no worries there's eve ! * mwahahahahaha *

ohmygod .
i come to edit the post .
i posted yesterday's happenings & not today's >< "
sorry uhhs serious stm ><
we had our drill test ._."
simply retarded one luhhs - no offence - .
so tiring lmao .
and yes jinfeng was so sarcastic lahhs ._.
act the cute voice sounds so horrendous to me luhhs :X - no offence - .
yupps and we dicussed with angeline regarding the national service dehhs .
and we picked the website one :D
donno whats that called but i know i'll get to see shimin :D
if she's in gb lahhs cos we're working together with guang yang :D
but i guessed she isnt in this cca luhhs T.T
alrights w.e.
and the tring period we had ended :D
and homed {:
{ vegetables plants , pizza plants ! byes [:

2008-09-04T03:12:00.000-07:00

phew after long hours of working i'm finally back home :D
its the best place ever :P
mwahahahaha - i know i'm bit retard =.=" -
early in the morning woke up O.- * yawns *
yeahhs tiring luhhs .
yesterday slept late around 1 or 2 .
and morning 8 am and i'm awake -.-
tsk tsk tsk .
went to meet my nuer , laopo and honey :D
school canteen uhhs O.o
then changed the venue to classrom ._."
brought mineral water and bread for them ROFL .
imagine ms wang talked so long that i could actually hear from the corridor luhhs O:
so clearly lahhs zomggggggggggggggggggggggg !
hurhur went in and cut the wrapping paper !
so funny can .
ziyi so rough :X
annabel is sick so blur blur de :X
and winnie nice coordinate with me uhhs :P
oh yea and big sorry to all of you uhhs .
i'm crazy today mistaken your luhhs duibuqi T.T
yay tmr movie [:
with joanne the killer , anthony and yingwei i guess .
fyi joanne i've alr be prepared to let you kill me so ehhs seeyou tmr luhhs T.T
hurhur but before that i need to attend meeting luhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs @:
wth .
so straight away meet joanne after that with my big bulky bag T.T
yahhs thats all .
very tired luhhs go rest {:
{ & its only one week left {:

2008-09-02T06:38:00.000-07:00

something so sickkening just happened .
shall skip that part T.T
alrights all day i've been staying at home {:
guai right ?
hurhur doing my homework .
did history today .
thanks laopo and ahma :D
though laopo so lazy to type out the whole thingys uhhs .
and ahma lehhs help me hafway and came back to help me again .
and making me so damn high {:
ily :D
and yes watching mr bean >< "
i know i'm being lame luhhs .
and yes joanne free on this coming saturday not ?
go out with my friends and i ?
gimme ure ans asap worhhs :D
hurhur and thanks sean for that wonderful video {:
and that extra heading in my blog { blacklisted .
its wad kenji demanded for .
don be bothered :X
and imagine i just screamed ?
cos one stupid insect just flew past me lahhs .
came from the outside of the window i think * hair stands *
omfg marmmie !
{ the end .

2008-09-01T00:20:00.000-07:00

helloooooooooooooooooos peeps [:
take a look at my tagboard :D
getting more and more fun right :X - esp joanne mei -
zomgggggggggggggg !
imagine joanne killing me O.O"
hohoho laopo and ahma protect me hor T.T
wo pa pa ._."
cousin bash joanne up uhhs :D
anyways i went msia for just a short moment an here it is !

chubby cousin riding bicycle =.="

aw how sweet luhhs !
couple bear .
p.s. imagine yida & joanne - mwahahahahahahahahahaha !-
should ask hk come to my blog .
he sure have alot to say :D

oh yea !

in the car we were screaming and shouting !

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs !

CHEERS n___n

my marmmie favourite dog ._."

and this is my favourite dog !

BOBBY ! * woof woof *

woohoo yida and joanne {:

sorry uhhs joanne i didnt mean to split two of you up .

in the end i still place it back nicely .

no worries :X

hohohohohohohoho .

thats all for today .

happy holi [:

{ buhhs byes .

2008-08-29T21:52:00.000-07:00

hhaiyoyo .
joanne ahhs so ganchiong for wad .
as if i promise you i post all the picture on my blog luhhs O:
and yes today there's alot of programme for us .
jogathon became walkathon uhhs ?
all of us just walked LOL !
and then concert ._."
cant believe that ap ng got thrid for caring teachers award luhhs _l_ .
damn buay song can .
so we were like eek here eek there LOOOL .
hhaiya wadever luhhs .
and late dismissal for us can @:
11.30 became 12 !
RAWRS !
so sian .
and went out with joanne [:
we went looking for dillon's present at amk :D
and later on we travelled down to bishan to compare :X
and joanne met her friends ._."
they never talk lehhs just see faces only .
which was like ehhs ..
TSK TSK waste time lehhs !
SIOL !
yupps we decided wad to buy luhhs !
and went library !
so sian can .
saw abriel and justin ._."
and we were like giggling like hell in the library :X
but we are guai de hor we did our homework .
stupid joanne all wrong .
we checked our answers and she got it almost all wrong .
hurhur .
YIDA KISS JOANNE :X
went fairprice after dat .
i bought something for my marmmie and joanne said she wanted buy sushi O.O"
was ex can then went amk agn ._."
she bought her dinner and home we went D:
two people but fun though .
next time anyone wan join us ?
we are evil de D:
LOL
kays thats all .
smoooochies n__n

2008-08-28T02:42:00.000-07:00

today woke up in the morning was ever so tired * yawns * .
and so was rather emo when it was close to dismissal time .
sians luhhs .
we were assigned to alot of homework worhhs T.T
for our upcoming test and of cos to keep us occupied during our holi ._."
was like ehhs .
LOL alot can T.T
so i chiong luhhs .
completed science and math luhhs [:
history was like ehhs * blank * O:
and emily was in an unstable status today .
she sat beside me and * witch laughter !*
imagine you sit beside her and she heh heh heh heh .
high sharp loud voice what will you feel LOL !
TSK TSK TSK !
and i was emoing during hmt .
no emily no fun dehhs T.T
hurhur and dismissed {:
went shopping wif emily .
it was so damn crowded luhhs .
cos tmr teacher day mahhs :D
everyone buying gift for their fave teachers {:
and we were there for the same reason [:
hurhur we saw winnie zhuzhu in the cage O:
and not forgetting joanne the monkey hors emily :X
damn cute lehhs monkey {:
hurhur and we went minitoon :D
did i spell correctly :X
suck luhhs the thingys there same old thing everyday .
they not sian we sian can ._."
* zapped *
and young generation [:
the thingys there better luhhs expensive also lahhs .
i spent $30 worhhs O:
and emily bought something from ..
ehhs where uhhs emily >< "
* zapped *
helped her wrapped her present just now luhhs :D
mine too :D
hard time wrapping T.T
kind hors me :X
and yeahhs giving one to anthony also :X
his birthday was like on the january luhhs and now i'm giving to him :X
sorry uhhs :X
and sians my clique not going to pri sch luhhs .
lili and siying also not going !
and you keep asking me go !
hhaiyoyo shang nao jin .
wadever lahhs tmr see how luhhs :X
hohohohohohohohohoho .
tmr lets get high alright gans {:
kays luhhs takecares !
{ buhhs byes .

2008-08-27T05:51:00.000-07:00

very tired luhhs * yawns * .
firstly thanks to those who tagged me [:

alot worhhs :D

especially those rare guests uhhs .
mayuan marmmie , nikko, natnat .

hurhur and finally joanne the liar came ._."

she just simply lied to me so many things luhhs uhhs emily hors ?

zzzz .

and not forgetting annabel laopo :D

ai si ni lerhhs :D

kays and i've been having my gastric prob agn and agn recently .

rush for time for programmes .

was fun though .

went to the old folks home i think .

hurhur and poor gina laopo got a cut near her eye @:

damn that guy who collided into her .

very pain lehhs T.T

haiis and here's the pictures !

emily was hungry then T.T

today we went to science centre !

let the pictures do the talking :D

mother in law plant O.O"

weird name hors .

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !

time to get wet :X

like last time in sentosa uhhs laopo [:

cute chicks uhhs :D

cute room right ?

like cartoon kinda hors :D

i found it in science centre O:

hurhur annabel i win luhhs bahhs :X

alot picture lehhs .

takecares [:

2008-08-25T03:59:00.001-07:00

woooooohoooooooo !
realised alot of caring people worhhs today [:
emily , gina and jason !
mwahahahahaha .
we were like talking till so song lahhs :X
secrets between four of us uhhs .
shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs !
hohohoho .
emily teached me history , cos got test tomorrow .
my weakest subject .
hehs hehs good right ?
talk till soar throat lehhs she O:
drink more water ahma iloveyou :D
and for the water tank ; jason .
he cared for me when i'm not feeling well today .
stupid mr teng hate him for today :X
i not feeling well treat me liddat luhhs uhhs .
hhahas just for today lahhs :X
but anyways tq jaaaaaaaason !
and gina same fate dehhs luhhs .
nothing is impossible .
best wishes to you and him .
see luhhs though we had conflicts before even we know each other but look .
wad hapen now .
we are like friends luhhs :D
good sign right ?
so fret not :D
no matter wad share with us and we'll cry together kays ?
iloveyou gina laopo
not annabel don jealous :X
hehs hehs .
and yupps mohan was like asking donno wad stupid thingys .
which i really really don understand !?
alamak forget it :D
and yes .
eat chocolate drink more water hors ahma :D
mwahahahahahahaha serets uhhs shhs :X

joanne's g and my f .

girlfriends forever [:

lesbians :D
takecares .
{ lil princess signing off [:

2008-08-23T02:58:00.000-07:00

haiyoyo .

long term slacking >< "

sorry ahhs guys .

anyways these few days i've learn to be the real optimistic girl [:

thanks to nich luhhs !

xie xie worhhs .

and yupps my cousins came to my house .

that baby girl was only two year old :D

cute skinny baby but when she stepped into my house i thought she was another person :X

she grew so faaaaaaaat !

or rather round like annabel laopo .

nonono baby girl is rounder !

zomgggggggggggggggggggg !

cute though :P

and she pinched me like crazy .

pain lehhs .

and keep calling me marmmie or kaka ._."

i rather be marmmie than kaka can !

kaka = insect !

eek yer !

and we went amk hub [:

brush ure teeth ?

hurhur and we went sentosa !

with all my gans , cass and wenqi luhhs [:

and laopo i not acting cool T.T

nice fountain ?

merliooooooooon ! RAWRS :D

zomgggggggggggggg !

sky tower !

i'm lovin' it !

but its expensive T.T

cannot take a ride T.T T.T

loveeeee [:

nice wave right :D

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !

and footprint left by me !

obviously i got alot of pictures but too much for blogging .

so yupps overall we enjoyed ourselves luhhs .

nice playing wif water {:
lil princess signing off [:

buhhs byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees !

2008-08-19T05:46:00.000-07:00

didnt post for few days luhhs .
status unstable luhhs thats why .
my apology .
short post for today then .
better than nothing right ?
haiis .
as i grow older i feel that i'm really useless .
wasting resources on the earth .
and yes emily i am stupid .
just one phrase from you it can bring my self esteem down .
all the way down .
sounds sarcastic ?
its not .
i'm struggling really badly .
i'm helpless .
i missed the days when i didnt have so much trouble .
i missed the days when i'm ever so cheerful .
but now every night i'm just crying myself to sleep .
feeling so sick .
torturing myself .
is this my life ?

2008-08-16T04:20:00.000-07:00

today is saturday {:
mwahahahahaha .
time for us to relax :D
sians though .
hurhur suppose to go out with joanne dehhs but go church thingys .
sorry worhhs mei :X
thanks alot also [:
go scold emily also [:
hhahas and then new updates [:
hope you like those songs {:
and yea i've learn to let go already .
congrat me hohohohohohoho .
tangguo cousin thank you also .
and i'm good okays .
the second one i guessed it correct [:
hurhur anyways ily&imy !
and thanks anthony for the video also :X
sorry to trouble you .
this post is like ehhs thank here thank there hors O.o"
hmm yeahhs and thats all .
} lil princess [:

2008-08-15T04:28:00.000-07:00

hohoho .
the 135th post [:
mwahahahaha looking forward to the 200th post :D
yeahhs and annabel laopo and i are officially married [:
got couple ring dehhs okays :X
show you guys some other day .
and yeahhs my mood got better .
i will not forget that day though .
yupps begin with math for today seems rather bored worhhs T.T
no curve graphs liaos T.T
median i blur , my brain gone empty .
lost of brain cells LOOOL !
jks luhhs and hmt .
hhaiyo the compre uhhs was tough but she did help us [:
and yeahhs next friday going to sentosa [:
sure alot of picture uploaded for you guys luhhs look forward to it man [:
yeahhs got the chance to skip cca and third lang class ._."
but then saturday got drill test _l_
whatever luhhs joanne and nika said i did well though i slack alot ._."
the best worhhs :X
hhahas don bhb liaos my gans also buay pai orhhs :D
yupps and ms ng approved my work !
ms ng lehhs not ap girl siahhs .
hhahas but hors she looked at my video for 5 seonds only .
prove that it was done by me !
this show that she's making things hard for me lohhs T.T
anyways i just forget it lahhs .
i was used to it luhhs so i don bother :D
so helped ziyi though not really perfect cause donno how use hers ! :X
dui bu qi and helping emily next friday !
she no ap today very good worhhs :D
but gbwahhs kiam pa siahhs _l_
vivian is back !
she sort of f*cktard siahhs .
is like she graduated still come for wad uhhs .
come vent anger niahhs lohhs _l_
puabye luhhs .
scold sec ones like dog barking lohs .
bth siahhs she's ridiculous lahhs !
say our badge worst then yours !?
puabye macham do blowjob go gam lan lahhs .
senior uhhs !? i think i can do a better job luhhs .
and its like your drill sucks _l_
f*cktard niahhs lahhs i pui ehhs .
then want us put back tables and chairs like so buay song hors all those seniors .
knnbccb luhhs .
" if you dont want to help plese get out ! "
as if we want we not your dog we don even care .
so we went out not get out !
we get out she'll roll out !
okays wadever thats about it talked with ms wang just now about this matter .
she'll settle no worries people {:
make sure she tio jia lat jia lat .
and yahs i got to rest tired siahhs T.T
lil princess signing off buhhs byes !

2008-08-14T04:41:00.000-07:00

oh yeahhs .

finally i got into blogger ._."

suck dehhs lohhs .

this new lappy button so small so hard to press .

somemore it showed some weird page when i wanted blogger page .

some sort of error luhhs ._."

but hurhur thanks god i got in :D

besides my headache and gastric prob agn ._." otherwise more or less i'm okays [:

happy hors ?

hmm yeahhs and yesterday i emo-ed lahhs i know .

today also but my gans are making my life happier , forgetting those sad thingys .

slept at 1am and suddenly i woke up at 3am agn .

dhen slept and woke up at 5am in the morning agn ._."

and my pillow got wet .

haiis don mention luhhs , gloss over bahhs .

english lang today wasnt that bad , didnt get sabo uhhs like yesterday liddat .

mr teng keep typing my name on the screen due to his throat O:

zzzz yupps but i'm sleeepy though , first time luhhs O:

pe , floor ball [:

i knew my gans enjoyed it alot luhhs .

yeahhs sadly i didnt join mcmcmcmc !

so i watched and saw jocelyn pulling people's shirt agn ._."

like how she pull me when i tried to score !

zomgggggggggggggggggggggggg !

i wondered is she sort of ehhs .. ?

somemore she pulled gina lehhs my laopo siahhs _l_ .

yahhs and nabila used too much force and hit mudhuri on her mouth .

her gums bleed !

thought her teeth dropped out too :X

but don have lahhs !

poor thing lohhs got the mark luhhs pain siahhs T.T

and we went science lab .

molested by joanne ._."

she suddenly became emily number 2 lohhs molest me T.T

anyways fine playing with the tuning fork but my ear turned reddy !

cause of joanne lahhs i scared itchy hors mind you :X

math test postponed !

mwahahahas .

lit then .

zomggggggggggggggggg and theres the headline for today !

mdm kaur is such a biased and r*cis* TOOT lahhs !

she damn wad luhhs .

just wanted to smack or whack her upside down .

know wad she did ?

she failed most of us for common test or just border line passing !

gave most indians high score just because she's the same race as her .

knn go gam lan lahhs .

is like we write alot then give us such marks .

and its not craps hors !

pcb siahhs .

so was rather agitated and we crushed the paper !

oh who cares .

see !

haiis don wan talk about it lahhs .

say liao high blood pressure pek cek !

and we complained to hsueh lao shi :X

she got fed up i think :X

LOOOL not sure .

and dismissal time [:

stayed back for art thingys .

due date tomorrow mahhs O:

chiong ahhs .

and yea managed to complete it thru some fun thingys :D

have fun with all my gans .

debating and all :D

nika jiayous with touch up !

and yupps we;ve showed passionate hors chinchin !

ms chin's nickame :X

yupps and homed at 7pm around there luhhs D:

haiis chatting with my beloved cousin :D

love her SOOOSIAN !

she's nice luhhs get long with her well [:

mut be envious i got such an interesting cousin worhhs :D

okays lahhs i post rather long luhhs .

suffering from gastric pain like crazy D:

takecares !

love all my dearest people :D

2008-08-11T22:51:00.000-07:00

AND NO SCHOOL FOR ME TODAY [:
[edit]
this call for a celebration uhhs peeps ?
lols anyone miss me today ?
LOOL alot i know :X
anyways laopo i think i cannot give you the present before your bd .
so by this week okays ?
hhahas i knew it [:
weird right i never go school :D
mwahahahaha this means i'm important to you :X
must cherish me hors :X
cause i'm gonna propose to you soon :D
basically i'm down with all sorts of contagious disease .
kill too much people yesterday LOOL !
jks .
i'm sickkkkkkkkkkkkk !
not sicko please ._.
high feveeeeeeeer the like .
sians thought it would be fun .
but then zomggggggggggggggggggg .
yesterday i threw up ._.
keep getting up and bleahhs !
poorthing hors ?
aww someone's heart broke .
awws .
and i cant go out .
no energy , walk a few metres i faint liaos LOOOL !
and i was fooling with my cousin .
guessing someone's name ._. "
i know its kinda lame but the credit goes to ..
SOOOOOOOOSIAN COUSIN !
beg her for the name but then .. ._."
okays nevermind forget it .
hurhur my clique visiting me later [: .
loves !
yupps i knew someone will crap about me not updating my blog .
suprisingly its not annabel laopo or joanne mei or even emily ahma !
its the qian da ma yi !
zomgggggggggggggggggggggggggg !
i'm so honoooooooooooooooured luhhs !
lols but hors very funnehhs de .
wei ma yi you never update yours ask me update mine O.O lll
funny hors peeeps .
was talking to emily ahma just now .
zomgggggggggggggggggggggggggg !
its crazehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs !
she sounded like a lot of homework luhhs .
alot of test also !
omfg T>T .
one day god never torture me he wont be happy derrrrrrrrrs T.T
wodetians .
english comprehension , science worksheet ._."
geography test tomorrrrrrrrrrrrow !
D&T , literature test on fridayyyyyyyyy !
zomggggggggggggggggggg !
sianjipua i sick also cannot ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs !
haiis pathetic .
guess today is my death date .
gotcha say bye bye to all my gans T.T .
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !
i'm gonna be strong with the power of my laopo's love !
mwahahahahahahaha .
i know theres people loving me also !
thankyou thankyou !
not being bhb but its true alot of you love me right :D
don be shy aww :X
alright i gotcha have OT and studyyy !
jiayous luhhs !
takecare peeps .
lil princess signing off [:
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2008-08-09T22:20:00.000-07:00

omtians !
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeek yeeeeeeeeeeeeeers !
i'm not calling for yeeseng luhhs emily ._."
the national day bag is like errs ..
paper dehhs which is like errs ..
LOOL .
i don like it lohhs .
this year celebration was errs ..
LOOOL :X
and a big big sorry to my clique and anthony !
don feel like going anywhere today .
dui bu qi worhhs T>T .
aw gastric .
so suck one lohhs .
i think must go check up again or something liaos T.T
whatever i also cant be bothered .
uhhs huhhs .
annabel laopo don sho happy lahhs uhhs .
where got people say themselves good dehhs .
you only lahhs uhhs !
LOOOL .
guess i got nothing to say already .
okays then .
lil princess signing off here ,
smoooochies [:

2008-08-09T02:54:00.000-07:00

hurhur .
lil princess is back !
on the national day somemore :D
HAPPY 43rd BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE [:
hhahas .
short post for today .
was rather sians for the few days back .
wasnt in a very good mood also luhhs so ..
yupps and so sad luhhs emily never online .
wanna ask you something dehhs .
SIOL !
and hors no one hurry me to update luhhs .
hors annabel ?
LOOOL :X
and aw man .
tommorrow maybe gonna hang out wif my clique luhhs anthony .
maybe cannot go hougang liaos .
i'll see how luhhs .
du bu qi lao da T>T
alrights i was crapping don bother .
tsk tsk .
and then my status now is emo ._."
i just cant figure out why am i borned when i need to suffer here and there .
and NO !
i cant stand on my own .
even if theres setbacks i still cant pick myself up .
no matter how hard i struggle i'll still fall .
jiemin and nich tq but i wanted an exact answer for it .
yea so errs ..
sorry uhhs .
i just wish that she wont do it again though its really terrible .
its alrights i don mind so don try to confront her .
else if i dao you not my business luhhs uhhs .
i'm helpless but i wont give up .
so don look down on me okays [:
and lil princess is saying buhhs byes [:
i thought you'll be able to know ..
but looks like i'm wrong .
and i'm really hurt again .
ever so deeply .

2008-08-06T02:43:00.000-07:00

lols sians suay luhhs .
see alot alot and alot of ghosts !
sians one luhhs everyone time liddat one .
go amk hub surely will see that boy ._."
okays nevermind forget it .
and yeahhs recovered !
wooooohooooooo [:
art very sians one lohhs .
initially was getting so high but then too tired and broke down ._.
yesterday lahhs donno who called me for conf .
hors jiemin ?
tsk tsk .
and emily said yesterday i did something at night ._."
she's thinking wai wai so don be bothered about her luhhs .
and yupps nika asked me to type out the reflections .
aw damn it .
sians lahhs .
got to do it anyways no choice .
english was having a lecture from sibei teng ( mr teng ) .
wad a nice word " empathy " .
LOOOOOL !
alrights and then history !
yay i've won the ahkai's thingys ._."
was rather lame luhhs but its a cute toy !
and yea went fir third lang lesson after school dismissed .
damn sians luhhs .
and we managed to be excused for some valid reasons [:
mwahahahahahahahahahahahahaha .
and went amk with joanne and emily .
wanted to buy something for laopo but nothing nice ._."
sians okays then went home !
haiis and i shall end my post here !
lil princess saying buhhs byes [:
smooooochies !

2008-08-05T00:27:00.000-07:00

[edit]

lalalalas .
i know wad to give laopo for bd present liaos .
the biscuits i bought from joanne :X
hey no " pray pray " $10 per box luhhs .
LOOOL !
hmm .
annabel laopo wan mahhs ?
phew i bought two boxes .
support joanne mei mahhs :D
anyways today woke up damn restless luhhs .
yesterday my head was like merry go round ._."
don laugh !
i know very funnehhs hors nich ._."
and NO I DIDNT BURN MY HEAD :@
went to consult a doctor and then mc [:
hehs hehs mc given to that l2p scrub pe teacher ._."
skipped pe today !
hurhur .
math lessons were fun for me almost everyday .
i love plotting curve graphs lohhs !
faves ~
some of you think i sot right ?
dont think i donno joanne ng ._."
cause you don like i know ._.
oh yeahhs music lesson ><
ms wang discussed some matter with us .
not really serious luhhs but she take it like wahhs !
hhahas she's cute and kind luhhs .
but its because of the seniors lohhs .
graduate liaos still wan come be some busybody luhhs .
somemore so ap dehhs .
but too bad they are not even fit to be in the ap list !
hurhur .
and history T.T bored .
science ahhs we like blur lohhs .
donno wad the ghost talking .
woo lai woo qu ._."
hhahas annabel laopo tho is the same type as her but she also don get it .
annabel liang po po woo woo woo woo ~
LOOOOOL !
nice one lahhs .
and yupps chineses lesson for us {:
i was like high siahhs .
siol my heart broke when i knew that hsueh lao shi sick .
she's nice luhhs .
then i told my marmmie , she said , " hhaiyo , 30+ only so young so mannie problems not good lehhs ! "
she joker luhhs yahhs but agreed luhhs .
somemore hsueh lao shi slim down two kg luhhs .
saddening !
anyways good news also !
we going sentosa for lessons !
WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA !
oh no evil laughter :O
and thats before the september holis [:
looking forward to it luhhs .
anyways hsueh lao shi get well soon [:
and english oh no .
i forgotten to do the corrections for the letter writing .
i thought no homework !?
hhaiya nevermind sibei teng ( mr teng ) gave us extra time to get it completed .
he's like that one lahhs so ..
and then no more liaos lohhs dismissed !
i very guai de luhhs came home straight after school :X
joanne go tuition mahhs so never go gaigai :X
LOOL !

and yeahhs dai zai jia li do jian bao T.T

and yupps thanks nich , jiemin , justine , sean and anthony :D
i'll get well soon :D
buhhs byes smoochies .

2008-08-04T04:34:00.000-07:00

sians luhhs .
very extreme tired luhhs .
today like study alot of thingys .
hehs hehs ndp [:
looking forward to it [:
cause after that it'll be my birthday mwahahahahahahaha !
alrights but before that is my laopo birthday .
imagine my laopo older than me which is like ehhs siol !
LOOOL she gonna scold me alr >< "
hmm yea basically today was our literature common test luhhs ._.
and after that is geography .
aw ahma save me T.T
lols and then donno wad luhhs bored bored dehhs .
cant be bothered also .
anyways i got molested today T.T
EMILY TEO , JOANNE NG & NIKA TAY !
omtians !
i'm very normal luhhs unlike you people .____."
lols imagine i got molested from the back and butt ><
aw i screaaaaaaaaaaaaamed luhhs !
suck lahhs hole today wont have this anymore luhhs T.T
hehs hehs .
and yupps saddening news =.=
emily ahma lost her $ 40 in school .
so pathetic she lost $ 50 last time and now again .
so careless dehhs lohhs .
and we searched high and low for ms ng ._."
but dhen in the end still cant find her luhhs .
playing hide and seek with us uhhs ap teacher ?
currently we suspected someone luhhs but wasnt really sure .
hurhur emily CSI go look for sean yee LOOL !
he very clear about CSI !
hhahas hope you find your $ 50 tommorrow [:
and then we wasted for about one hour and went to Bishan Library !
so funnehhs luhhs .
they brought their food inside luhhs :X
and was like talking so loud as if they were using microphone ._."
in the end they were like chatting luhhs zzzzz ._."
and yeahhs !
i got a new honehhs [:
ilove mingru honehhs [: start from today worhhs [:
wakakakakakakakaka .
and that's all for today .
siol wondering why no pictures hors ?
sorry luhhs today i didnt take any :X
SORRY SIOL ._."
and the lil princess is saying buhhs byes :D
i'm lovin' it [:
smooooooooochies .

2008-08-02T23:10:00.000-07:00

hmm .
sorry uhhs yesterday didnt post at all .
i went to bugis and bishan park .
too tired to post luhhs :O
didnt take photos when i was in bugis .
but i took when i was in bishan park :D
i brought my didi along luhhs [:
let the pictures do the talk [:

hhahas nice right .

i love the dog [:

and the lil crazehhs princess is signing off .

with loves .

2008-08-01T00:59:00.000-07:00

haiis .

i believed today is a terrible day for my sisters and anthony .

and yupps anthony i will fuck off from chong en's blog don worry .

and from today onwards everything you need help approach others .

i'm not gonna interfere with any matters related to montfortians .

i apologised once again .

especially emily ah ma i'm really sorry for you T.T

haiis .

and yeahhs the blur princess here forgot to bring her flexicurve again ._."

i will never forget liaos !

hsueh lao shi sick luhhs T.T

no lessons today again T.T

and we emo-ed in the library today .

emo ..

and emo T.T

and that's the emo lil princess T.T

all of us were very high initially .

but then cause of the mr koh ._."

then we all sat theree emo-ing luhhs .

sians luhhs .

and literature i slept for the whole lesson ._."

mood got affected luhhs .

after that design and technology lesson .

sians lahhs i hate it alot luhhs .

not subject but the teacher in charge .

see here's wad happened .

as we've missed 8 periods of D & T for the past weeks , so now there's no theory lessons ._."

and then we went straight to the D & T room .

we sat down in the front row .

and some girls sat behind .

that ap teacher called them to settle in front .

she said , " how many times must i remind you to sit in front ? "

then at that juncture of time i was thinking of my didi's spelling .

he got ten and then i said , " ten . "

then guess wad she said .

" huiboon can you don be a busybody and keep your mouth shut !? "

then i was like traumatised .

i replied , " i'm talking to myself . "

she claimed in an angry voice , " if you want to talk to yourself can you dont let me hear it !? "

whathe .

whats the problem with you uhhs ?

puabye uhhs ?

as if i asked her to hear ?

she can cover her ear what why ask me not to let her hear them .

its my mouth and i'm not refering to her also ._."

wahhs just being paranoid and here you're scolding me .

look whose talking luhhs .

haiis and i was being nonchalant then .

wasnt really fustrated with wad she said .

cause i've already get used to her scolding and everything .

she's just paranoid and ap so why should i care ?

lmao luhhs ._."

and yupps we continued with our cutting and everything :D

was really excited cause i've spent my time doing them over the past few days .

helping joanne also :D

and its like i went to work with my daddie and completed them .

from early to night luhhs :D

its tiring but fun though [:

so i just need to bent and buffer that's all .

but know what ap teacher said ?

" i know this was done by some other people cause in our D & T workshop there's no such equips that can cut like that . "

yeahhs its true cause our school wasnt professional at all ._."

its call whitley luhhs please not rgs luhhs ._."

but please i sacrificed my time from early morning to night doing all those stuffs ?

and i got humiliation .

she said " further more this is also not a design . "

look whose talking uhhs !

i was really pissed off liaos .

feeling like crying but was controling .

and she drew for me waves and asked me to cut them up ._."

and its like whathefuck is her brain made up of !?

my theme is about sea !?

NOOOO ! and why you drew waves !?

wahhs pek cek .

and so i cut lohhs .

i feel so devastated .

i ruined my design .

i knew there's no turning back for me .

cause for me once its cut wrongly the whole thingy will be destroyed .

and so i kept them properly .

and told myself no matter wad i must show it to her and make sure my master piece will be outstanding then wad she said .

not design uhhs ?

everything made out IS a design !

so i took the remaining piece of emily's and remake my middle part ._."

its gonna be the same design i make on my ruined piece .

no matter wad you say i wont change it .

you may think i'm stubborn but if you see for yourself its really nice .

cute right the bear ?

but idk will she accept anot .

i took one whole day to cut this .

i almost cut my hand also .

the one i ruined .

i'm really ..

i just don believe because of ms ng i spoilt my work .

i just feel as if i'm a failure .

alright nevermind .

i went to help others around .

especially ziyi darling .

she's scared luhhs .

but she make me feel better .

thanks worhhs darling .

and then poor emily was weak in D & T and she asked me to help her out .

i brought back her middle part .

i promise i will help you cut dehhs emily [:

and then that time theres one part idk how to cut .

i asked her to approach ap teacher but she say ms ng said that she don wan to help her ._."

so i approached ms ng for her .

she diao me !

knn wads the problem lahhs .

heck care so much she helped can luhhs .

and she went to cut for her .

and after that i asked emily if it was done and she showed me .

yea it was cut properly .

then after a thirty min i went to have a chat with emily .

she asked me to help her again .

i told her to ask ms ng .

she said don wan and say ms ng told her to do herself .

so emily said she wanted to approach mr low for help .

but ms ng told her if she asked mr low to help her she'll give her zero straight away .

i didnt know that its wrong to ask for help .

and its like emily really donno how use lahhs ?

she tried luhhs not that she didnt touch the machine .

and please ziyi darling never touch okays ?

why don scold ziyi but emily ?

she's struggling and look what did she get !?

and somemore ms ng told her must as well ask the teacher do everything ._."

i really got nothing to say .

and ziyi darling no offence i was just explaining T.T

its really unreasonable .

i comforted her abit siding with her .

and then dismissal time .

packed up and listen to ms ng's crap .

before that i asked her , " can i do everything at my dad's factory using the equips which is not available in our workshop ? "

she said in a way like she doesnt care , " cannot its not fair to others . "

i replied , " i ask my dad's boss or dad to write a letter to you . "

she claimed , " how i know that its true ? if your parents or dad's boss side with you ? "

i said , " i'll ask them to write their contact number or you follow me to the factory . "

i've already asked her to follow to the factory with me but still " cannot . "

and she said , " unless you take videos lohhs . "

i was like since you want prove no problem .

no matter what i want to prove to her .

so i said , " ok lohhs . "

and then she crap agn and dismissed .

and nika was like asking something .

and emily say , " hhaiya you everything also help nika lahhs never help me . "

and she replied in an angry voice , " emily ! i didnt help you ahhs !? "

she said , " she A1 student mahhs must as well help her everything lahhs ! "

then ms ng shouted angrily , " emily don throw your tandrum here ahhs ! "

wahhs sian really pek cek .

emily's just stating the fact !

and poor emily walked out of D & T neglecting joanne and me .

i felt so useless and devastated .

sorry emily i never speak up for you .

and ms ng asked us to leave the room .

and so winnie and me went for our class .

on the way met joanne and nika .

and nika was like trying to be kind and sound like she care for emily .

ohcrap .

i didnt know wad to do .

at that moment i was beginning to hate nika .

so wads she's clever .

is life really that unfair ?

is it really so painful ?

is it true that teachers are bias over those students who scored well in their exams ?

ohgod .

its not that we didnt want to score well .

its just that we're born to be stupid than nika okays !

so wad can we do ?

struggle so hard and seeking for help but yet this is wad we get !

arghhs i'm really tired .

some of you may not know why i quitted being a prefect .

i know i'm foolish but because of a conflict between ms ng and me when we're sec one .

i accidentally left my science book under the desk and went home .

at that particular day gina left them under her desk also .

next day we realised that she confiscated them .

so we went to staff room looking for her trying to get back .

and ohcrap .

she said , " as a prefect , both of you should be role models to others and not making mistakes ! "

i was like hurt by her words then .

i said in an unstable voice , " you mean prefects cannot make mistakes lahhs ! "

she said angrily , " i don like your attitude uhhs ! "

i was like uhhs !?

we just make mistakes for one particular day .

bernice left her books under her table for donno how many times and she didnt scold her !

and ..

it just pierced thru' my heart .

and i cried infront of her .

joanne , nika and gina shocked .

joanne comforted me but still ..

its really terrible , i ran out of the room crying .

and they followed .

i said i wanted to quit being a prefect and all of them was like persuading me not to .

i didnt care so much and i took my tie and ran down to assembly area .

and i told jolynn , the assistant head prefect cause she's close to me .

i said , " jolynn .. "

she saw me crying she's shocked and hugged me and brought me to the back .

asked me why i cried .

i told her everything and she said she don let me quit cause i'm a good prefect .

and alot of seniors told me they have the same experience too .

and still the teachers return will return back their books one day .

and gina cried .

i was lyk ..

and jolynn comforted me and hugged me .

that day i didnt do duty cause jolynn excused me .

i told ms low i wanted to quit and she asked why but i didnt reply .

she asked me to think carefully and write a letter if i really want to .

went back home and told me marmmie .

she's like pissed off also intending to call the principal .

but phew she didnt and she wrote a letter .

and i passed it to ms low .

and the seniors said its a pity .

haiis .

and joanne quitted also [:

haiis sians too tired to continue .

i'm sorry emily but i'll make sure ms ng pay back for everything she did .

i swear to god i'll get back on her one day .

i'm sorry .

god will watch and bless over us .

don worry i believe there's a miracles for us .

for our future .

theres someone whose willingly to give us a helping hand .

its god .

lets believe in him [:

dear father , i hope you can hear what i'm praying now .

thanks for blessing me all along .

but i hope you can bless and watch over my friends .

hope they'll stay cheerful and of cause help us in the state we are .

we're all struggling suffering pain .

dear father , i hope you can hide us behind the cross .

jesus name i pray , amen .

emily i hope monday we'll laugh together again .

2008-07-31T02:36:00.000-07:00

haiis just came back from school luhhs .

around 6 liaos :O
flu again luhhs bobian ._."

sians luhhs pissed off badly by by nosey T.T

okays forget it .

wakakaka and please lohhs sweetie cousin .

i am getting a lil high only luhhs :X

LOL !

anyways meet up soon ya ?

and wad happened to your blog uhhs closed ?

gooooooooood news !

i scored 38/40 for math common test [:

mwahahahaha .

and yupps the bananas and watermelons had a score of 1:1 today :D

watermelons you guys rocks !

and yeahhs higher chinese teacher didnt turn up today and ..

FREE TIME [:

hehs hehs .

we entered the library and saw something ridiculous !

omfg see mdm kaur's leg !

zzz lmao ._."

w.e. luhhs .

and we're getting high !

our shoes [:

higher ..

and BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !

its me !

hohohohohohoho :X

and then school dismissed .

we had to stay back for Australian Mathematics Competition thingy .

so many people didnt turn up ._."

and after that we went to buy bubble tea [:

peaaaaaaaaaach n___n !

emily kept on molesting us lahhs !

i screamed like crazehhs :X

hurhur and sean hors laugh laugh laugh !

laugh wad lahhs tmr you get it wakakaka :D

and got pangsehhs by annabel laopo T.T

and homed [:

jie min and nich came my house :D

boliao dehhs lohhs they all .

want to take the picture of me emo-ing .

and happy [:

hurhur .

the lil crazehhs princess is signing off !

buhhs byes [:

2008-07-30T04:05:00.000-07:00

alrights i just came back [:
woahhs !

9 plus luhhs ><
tired liaos T.T
* yawns *
today was rather tired for all of us luhhs .
we had art on our very first lesson ._. "
but today i was having fun with annabel laopo [:

nice combination right ?

LOL x3 annabel [:

yea and i was damn bored during history luhhs !

see ahhs ._< "

i really bored lahhs .

hurhur and emily debating with me about gina and annabel .

she say annabel should be mistress cause i stead gina longer ._."

true but gina got stead liaos :@

annabel also T.T

i kelian hors ! :X

emily don say or tag anything i know wad you wanna say !

LOL !

hehs hehs and science !

mwahahahaha .

cause prefects need to leave for investiture so annabel joined me and joanne :D

happy like crazehhs !

we did experiments about volt and ammeter !

annabel laopo hardworking luhhs :D

and higher chinese [:

eek our teacher went for investiture T.T

so we ran up and down .

high and low searching for her T.T

hhahas just being sarcastic luhhs ><

but really pissed off by librarian .

i mean barbarian luhhs :X

wakakakakaka .

suck lahhs he just don let us use the library !

must as well close it down or tear it down lahhs :@

whatever but in the end hehs hehs .

we showed our " powers " and used the library !

just joking ><

and mayuan ask her to join us but too bad we reject her not she reject us !

mwahahaha !

see us getting high [:

crazehhs !
i look lyk siaozhabor after fooling arnd ><
see behind that boy tooter :@
keep scolding me stupid !

and now random pics !

iloveyou singapore :D

and yupps we went amk hub after sch .

and i went somewhere else till 9 plus ><

that's all more will be updated tomorrow .

2008-07-29T02:15:00.000-07:00

[edit]
aw today was havin' flu like almost one whole day T.T
lols emily also [:
two of us was using like three or four packets of tissue papers >< "
was quite pissed off lohhs keep sneezing ._."
and anyways a few of us got selected to be the reserve for the australian math competition hors ?
hurhur sians i'm one of them need stay back luhhs -.- "
hhahas anyways jiayous luhhs joanne [:
alrights and wad else .
ehhs yahhs !
got back our science class test paper luhhs [:
majority of us did well lahhs .
but to ms woo we only border line passing luhhs .
suan gina laopo also ._."
zzzz nevermind luhhs gina also cant be bothered with you [:
one of the ap girls ><
and yeahhs we got back our higher mother tongue common test !
mwahahahahahahahahahas [:
my results was gratifying !
i got 40 !
quite good luhhs okays :X
and hors why today no oral uhhs ?
so funnehhs dehhs :O
how come uhhs ?
is like i wanna get it over today and no oral for me ?
zzzzzz lmao .
i first one that's why ganjiong .
if not cant be bothered :X
alrights and homed at 4pm [:
bathed and everything went out look for precious jiemin :D
and homed at 5.30pm [:
hehs hehs got one ipod like ziyi darling [: woaini :3
signing off ,
smoooochies [:
you think you being unreasonable then you win uhhs ?
please lahhs if that's the case all of us would have died in your hands .
ohcrap .
or rather its our fault .
i admitted and apologised already .
but what happened ?
trying to be unreasonable saying that you dont talk to people who're proud ?
and dao us when we're really sorry ?
tsk tsk .
we are not going to commiserate you lahhs for your info .
we aint proud and we didnt even show off luhhs .
neither did we say anything besides perfect 10 , loser , ben si lahhs .
and look that guy insulted you so many times .
yet what did he get ?
after joking with you and he just get away with it ?
just trying to show that you're just a sexist person .
which simply makes you old fashioned luhhs .
hurhur or rather paranoid ?
wanna flirt don flirt infront of us lahhs ._."
i abhor this kind of behaviour .
its really idiocy .
tsk , think and reflect .
the main cause of everything is you .
you're the one looking down at yourself lahhs .
or are you gonna be the another ap girl wanna be ?
if that's the prob i'll have to thanks god .
extension slots for ap girls are ready at all times [:
if you wanna join no problem [:
i'll arrange the neccesary arrangement .
we are not sarcastic - we're hilarious .
we are not annoying - but just cooler than you .
we are not bitches - but we just don like you .
and we are not obsessed - but we're just best friends [:
and yes my gans .
don be bothered with what she wanna do .
she's really getting bad to worse .
BFF [:

2008-07-27T23:02:00.001-07:00

[edit]

hehs hehs finally after long term studying ._."
we are FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !
i mean relieve lahhs ._."
wakakakakaka .
the maths paper was really chicken feet lohhs .
hors joanne ?
mwahahahahas .
btw where's my laopo uhhs she like never tag wo liaos T.T
zzz back to topic .
science uhhs neutral luhhs :D
and of cause useless design and technology .
managed to finish it lyk ehhs twenty min ?
lalalala and i slept quite long lehhs .
hehs hehs alot of you also sleep lohhs don think i donno uhhs :l
hmm as time pass by , i feel so alienated away from her luhhs .
she seems proud .
lalalala nevermind BFF [:
and our school librarian sucks lehhs .
more lyk barbarian >< "
really lohhs he's so callous .
somemore so sarcastic .
speak need use microphone to speak dehhs lehs ._."
donno wads cajole ahhs ._."
shout shout shout lmao .
okays anyways wish mayuan marmmie all the best for her audition [:
jiayous !
and please lohhs joslyn cousin .
i play dagonms very very very very long liaos lehhs !
baituo lahhs >_< "
is you slow lohhs donno blahhs blahhs .
and i never macham possessed luhhs ._."
if i got possessed then yesterday you talking to a female ghost ?
zzzzzzzzzzz .
ohcrap .
yea and sorry anthony i will keep my mouth zipped okays .

wooooooooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooooooooooo [:

and some random pic taken today !

i went bugis [:

guess which's my shoe !

winnie LOL >< "

emily ah ma don molest me in school T>T

national day ! i love singapore [:

mayuan marmmie ! :P

and yupps before i end :X
sorry ziyi darling i very forgetful dehhs i forgot about our secondth month anniversary :X
HAPPY BELATED SECONDTH MONTH ZIYI DARLING [:

2008-07-27T07:55:00.001-07:00

lalalalalalalalalas .
one last post before i turned it [:
just had two conference .
siol ._."
was actually chatting with one phone and then another rang .
hanged up chatted a few min and rang agn ._.
jiemin arghhs !
LOL !
cute lehhs you tmr i go squeeeeeeeeze your cheek !
mwahahahahahahas .
and yupps after that i went to anthony's bog :D
soooooooooooooooo cute lahhs !
song also quite nice lehhs :D
anyways read his post and wahhs ?
lyk so kelians liddat luhhs T.T
anyways was quite dulan with the first conf .
feeling better after the second conf .
my cousin almost fan lian wif me !?
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL !
and i also fan lian with them lohhs .
don help them liaos ._."
haiis sians anyways i feeeeeel extreme high after my quiet time .
and of cos giving advice to two peeps [:
nice hors me :X
mwahahahaha .
okays peeps time to turn in .
those haven sleep dehhs kuai dian qu shui jiao !
or else tomorrow i'll be in the zoo .
seeing alot of pandas :D
hurhur .
goodnites people .
sweeeeetdreams [:
* btw who can guess which one is my hand in the " star picture " i give him or her choco !
and please excluding those who take the picture with me lahhs [: love .

2008-07-26T22:27:00.000-07:00

[edit]
lalalalalas .
my life definitely missin' something .
but i heck care luhhs .
my marmmie keep sayin' now is the time for us to studying .
w.e. shyt she says is like nagging me lahhs !
lalalalalalalalas .
and sians one can .
anthony damn bo liaos .
ask me go all the way till woodlands .
not feeling well liaos lahhs sorry :X
i puke like yesterday also .
forgot take medicine lahhs LOL !
and yahhs annabel laopo you damn picky one lohhs .
only you donno niahhs :X
and another one changing url .
nevermind i've linked luhhs cass [:
and good luck for tomorrow exams and we are relax !
though left one more literature but that one easy dehhs lahhs :X
just went to my kor and di's blog .
LOL so funny lahhs all the taggies .
and yupps teeyong is a pathetic loser .
mwahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha .
that's it
loves loves !
sean get well soon [: (read headline lahhs !)
smoooooooooooooooooooochies [:

2008-07-26T03:53:00.000-07:00

[edit]
mwahahahahas .
today not gonna be a very short post .
emily say i'm gonna be like joanne ._."
NO I'M NOT !
wakakakaka .
new blogskin ?
is it faved ?
hope you peeps lyk it .
smooooochies .
must ask those who are very picky kind :X
annabel laopo !
nice mahhs ?
LOL !
she sure scold me in the tagboard dehhs :X
okays simply we're having three tests on monday T.T
general science , math and design and technology .
and i'll be ready by tomorrow !
wooooooohooooooooo .
and just now i just ripped two pictures from joanne :X
i took the star okays !
mwahahaha and find that the turtle very cute lahhs :D
i edited the brightness and everything :D
and definitely look better than the one i ripped !
very bhb hors :X
and yupps we ended alr :D
donno why hors anthony ask me helped him with ..
suck lehhs !
his friend go divert the call and he called me ._."
blahhs blahhs don understand what i talking right ?
i also :X
anyways good luck for the test [:

nice right ? mwahahahas !

cute hors :X
that's it [:
buhhs byes !
smoooooochies .
[/edit]

2008-07-24T01:18:00.000-07:00

and yeshhs tomorrow is our test !
higher chinese .
follow by history .
and then geography .
i'm haf prepared .
later just need to memories some notes and i'm done :D
mwahahahahaha :D
lalalas i got to take my break !
seeyous people !
and annabel no worries .
today i emo .
so will like don care people .
but i'm fine okays !
tomorrow will talk to you dehhs :P
love you laopo [:
mwarks .

2008-07-22T00:06:00.000-07:00

hurhur .
today feeling unwell luhhs .
played during the wet weather mahhs LOL .
not exactly play lahhs , finding the ring .
oh yeahhs and i fooooooooooound it !
not only me , jonathan also .
cant believe he was looking for it also ?
LOL !
yahhs and tomorrow eng oraaaaaaaaaaal !
donno if i got kena or not lahhs but i think wont lahhs .
hehs hehs .
two periods only .
forget it just get it over !
and yahhs gooooood luck for tomorrow's eng paper .
and of cos science class test .
jiayous !
loves !
god bless .

2008-07-18T23:36:00.000-07:00

wahhs the weather is terrible !
my mood too , terrible .
drink more water peeps !
just came back from bishan park .
arghhs cant find the ring .
suck one lohhs .
but nevermind since justine wan it i'll find it for her :D
loves justine[:
though she is the cause but she'll always be my jie ever .
so my gans don badmouth about her hor .
or you'll get chop :X
sians i'll try my luck again later .
hohoho .
common test on wednesday .
english paper !
mwahahaha nervous lehhs ?
jiayous lahhs [:
and we'll all go to 3e1 :D
or 3e2 ?
study hard [:
and yupps .
i'm a person who LOVES to toy around people's feelings .
who LOVES to misplace people trust .
oh yeahhs .
i didnt know i am this sort of person when someone told me today .
oh nevermind luhhs whatever you say i don even care now .
see i'm just a person who no one ever praises .
but look down on .
i'm cheapskate .
just pick me up and throw me into the dustbin .
and that's how you finished me off .
hurting me with words like these making me like a cheap girl .
hurting me again and again .
haiis .
bleeding love .

2008-07-17T01:09:00.000-07:00

and finally someone noticed me acting cheerful during school lessons .
but later on emo immediately after school .
lols nice one mayuan n_n .
yupps you're right i am .
i suspect i got depression lehhs :O
donno have a not lahhs ._.
or maybe i'm missing something ?
hurhur .
school today okays lahhs not bad .
then after school went homewards lohhs .
lmao and jiemin called me again .
she wan have clique lunch lols !
okays lohhs and they came to the coffee shop near my house .
and went bishan park after that .
and then justine quarrelled with me again ._."
she asked me throw away the ring jonathan gave me last time ._."
alrights was quite erms ..
but nevermind since she wante this .
and i went back home took the ring run back .
and i THREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEW !
jiemin screaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamed !
jonathan shocked .
nicholas was emo also trying to stop me but bobian threw liaos ._.
hhaiya sians .
say buhhs byes to it .
then i no mood went home .
finished doing chinese composition .
left with english one .
was interesting lehhs english dehhs .
i found out these .

"> CLICK HERE AND VIEW !

quite funny and interesting lohhs :D
today took some pictures during pe lessons :D
upload it later MAYBE !
if i'm not lazy luhhs or tired .
kays thats it !
god bless .

2008-07-16T06:13:00.000-07:00

sians .
i know i'm emo today .
some of you may noticed .
i look damn sians .
i tried my best to joke liaos lohhs !
suddenly i feel that i have no heart .
feel like crying .
probably i got depression ._."
think so , should seek a counsellor .
haiis .
and i was just wondering .
you are so selfish !
why are we in love at this particular point of time !?
why is it now !?
absence of you just make to break down so much .
no mood for everything .
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2008-07-15T02:08:00.001-07:00

oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh !
who live in the pineapple under the sea ?
spongebob squarepants !
mwahahaha .
110 post :D
short post for today !
better than nothing right ?
unlike joanne lohhs keep posting short post dehhs ._.
_l_ pun lahhs !
bully me is you spread dehhs lohhs _l_ .
next time anything don tell you liaos lahhs puabye !
okays today we're all zzzzzz-ing .
go to higher chinese class .
hsueh lao shi zao-zzz !
LOL !
but zzz-ing make my throat worse :X
LOL but fun though :D
end of post !
lovees !

2008-07-14T01:11:00.001-07:00

lmfao .
yo people i'm back mwahahahas .
happy mahhs ?
wakakaka i'm sure you are :X
LOL !
i'm only stop posting for four days nia .
and there goes my gans kp-ing me liaos ._."
alrights fine this post is specially posted to annabel laopo , the noob kaopei kia .
diaos lohhs .
today was terrible .
gb day ablahhs ._.
forget it i got an excuse not to wear full uniform :D
then bernice came to school asking me alot of things lahhs .
and we went assembly .
strange and weird .
rachel saw bernice and asked her why she didnt wear the uniform .
and idk what's her answer lahhs .
then she just walked away without asking me ?
LOL :D COOL !
and this puzzled joanne , mayuan and me !
wekeke nevermind luhhs n_n
and school per normal lohhs ._.
after school went popular with mayuan , joanne and emily .
hhahas joker siahhs .
but dhen still they keep bullying me T.T
joanne lahhs big mouth go tell everyone that ..
zzzz forget it say liaos damn pekcek .
anyways i got 22 for math !
WOOT !!
that's the lowest score i got !?
MWAHAHAHAHAHA BUT I'M STILL HAPPY !
donno why :X
and that's all .
<33 my gans :D

2008-07-10T00:51:00.000-07:00

oh yeahhs .
back to blogging again ._."
if i dont post i will get nag one day .________________.
so why not just post a short one ?
mwahahahahahaha :D
and yupps nothing new today ?
or funny ?
school just so sians .
but i obviously have great fun with all my gans and friends :D
rather emo lahhs .
hmm and pissed off by the electric bug lohhs !
pua lehhs i'm not good at hands on thingys luhhs !
but heng got jocelyn and mayuan .
but still didnt succeed ._."
okays whatever i heck care lahhs uhhs ._."
and yeahhs sean went for ns for 3 days liaos .
sai siahhs .
he kept on smsing me !
pua siahhs see all those smses make me more depressed .
and i feel like crying .
aw more precise i cried O.O"
damn him lahhs !
LOL i badmouthing him here :X
don tell him hors .
shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs !
oh yea end of short short post .
thanks for reading readers :D

2008-07-08T01:49:00.000-07:00

aw man .
today was really depressing for me .
after sean's departure i felt really emo luhhs T.T
haiis .
missing you on day 1 .
alrights today ms ng was absent thus i didnt get reprimand by her .
for not bringing thermometer ><
same for the rest or them who didnt bring it .
haiis so today no math .
ms gan didnt turn up too .
was really tired today lahhs .
was actually half awake in class .
lmao .
that's all nothing to post about .
and yupps there's a pile of homework today ._."
and imy badly T.T

2008-07-06T23:46:00.000-07:00

lols duibuqi annabel laopo da ren ><
hurhur .
and i've deleted my previous post .
it just looked annoying right ?
LOL !
anyways thanks wing kor !
sorry never reply your sms , i'm alrights liaos !
and yupps tomorrow sean will be leaving for ns !
WOOT let's celebrate okays ?
:X joking lahhs uhhs .
kind of unbearable .
but no choice its part of men's life .
hehs hehs count us lucky women !
yupps and nothing to talk about ?
chionged finished homework liaos .
sians lahhs cannot go out today .
if i've time i'll edit this post later !
seeyous !

2008-07-04T00:56:00.000-07:00

oh yeahhs .
today is the actual day for celebration .
uhhs huhhs .
and yesterday recieved another sms again .
and she said can go liaos ._."
but the prob is .
i already tore the paper liaos .
so i had no mood to go .
so told joanne that they go without me .
but nika not going emily also so left mayuan and joanne .
too lil people and they called it off .
we went to amk hub instead .
yupps .
and school .
we celebrated youth day .
ms ng ordered pizza for us .
but she's a lil sarcastic isnt she ?
$100+ she spent .
please lohhs the most is $85 lohhs .
lmao ._."
alrights and there's concert organised for us .
teachers were acting funny :D
and yahhs we appreciated it .
especially mr quek , hsueh lao shi !
etc etc .
and yahhs prepare to deliver it to your house liaos LOL !
happy belated bd though ><
have a nice youth day :D

2008-07-03T05:18:00.000-07:00

peeps tommorow outwards trip cancelled or rather call it party .
actually i got alot of suprises for you guys .
and actually spent my money buying gifts for your .
now ?
really depressing .
i planned everything , organised everything luhhs .
on a foolscape , two sided somemore .
now !?
whathe fuck .
just one stupid sms spoilt everything .
why is it liddat !?
one time nika called it off .
one time joanne called it off .
do they think of our feelings ?
we're looking forward to it .
counting down the number of hours .
and this is what happened .
joanne need to accompany her family .
i got nothing to say lahhs .
partehh cancelled hors .
dont blur blur bring clothes .
tonight guess i'll cry myself to sleep again .
goodnight .

2008-07-03T01:01:00.000-07:00

and finally tomorrow is the partehh !
let's partehh :D
mwahahaha getting a lil lil high now .
those who are going please remember to bring whatever clothes you want wear hors :D
yupps and back to the topic on school .
omfg today we had a lecture from mr teng ._.
he's really hard lohhs ><
but after lecturing it seemed like each and one of us woke up .
and we started coming up with a lot of vocabs .
LOL !
pe was lame one lohhs .
play football .
whathe .
the sun was glaring , and i couldnt even see properly !
science was bored lohhs .
ms woo gave quiz also not fun dehhs .
somemore so stingy .
the choco so small ._."
and it was only one -.-
forget it .
and oh yeahhs i love math period !
lols everytime we had great fun during maths lesson .
today we were given a sticker mahhs for youth day ._.
and then emily went to stick behind my back during lesson .
omtians cant get to stick hers she's sitting behind me .
bobian let her bully T.T
and yupps i'm not very good either ><
went to ask emily to help me sticked on jason's shirt .
LOL !
and gina also .
alot of us was playing with it lahhs .
and then emily coughed !
LOL !
when she's coughing that time , gina , ashiqin and i were laughing like crazy .
and i cried ><>
everytime liddat dehhs laugh sure cry ><
and then ms gan called me to answer question !
hurhur too bad i got it correct !
MS GAN LOSER !
lols i'm notty ><
and emily coughed again and we were still laughing .
aw i just cant control myself kept on crying !
then jason told me , " you no need to cry till like someone's dead lahhs ! "
LOL ><
and emily said , " you dog ahhs ! "
cause i having flu mahhs .
LOL !
pathetic right ?
kena bullied till liddat !
hhahas .
and higher chinese class .
yay no need do newspaper cutting !
WOOT !
and yupps teacher let us brought back our composition to complete it :D
and yahhs alot of party tommorrow .
looking forward to it .
tommorrow will be a better day , takecares[:
oops before i forgot !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WING KOR !
HURHUR !
GROW OLDER ONE YEAR OLD LUHHS WORHHS !
AH PEK LIAOS ><
TAKECARES WORHHS !
don worry kor i'll give you a surprise :D

2008-07-02T00:33:00.000-07:00

tada ta da ta :D
the 101st post ever !
woohoo !
basically today was an emo day for me .
hurhur .
but assembly was nice :D
i like that guy lohhs .
what he crapped make sense also :D
whatever it is i love what he said :P
hmm and we went for art hors ?
miss chin got so worked up siahhs .
scold us stupid ._."
blahhs blahhs .
she's impatience that's why .
nevermind :D
and history !
jason bet $100 for english lesson .
he lost hhahas .
but he never keep his promise dehhs .
never give annabel , joanne , nika , emily and me $100 !
RAWRS !
joking ><
and history lesson very bored lahhs .
but i like the atomic bomb :D
nice one lahhs !
and recess , neither did i drink nor eat anything ?
and science !
woohoo !
sean neo make me laughed like hell lohhs .
he's just so funny .
making himself blur also .
and yupps finally .
sean asked a question i forgot liaos lahhs .
and yupps we're correct nika was wrong :DD
LOL !
imagine my glee and sean's :D
hhahas !
and mother tongue .
aw teacher was absent and so we went to library .
loitering ><
there was a group of idiots making " shhhhhhhhs ! " sound at us lohhs .
_l_ macham lahhs !
hurhur and we ignored them .
and then went to class slack ._."
sent some song to joanne .
blahhs blahhs .
mango juice , clarence , wanted to join us worhhs !
lols .
and homed !
took bus back home with mayuan , emily and joanne .
oh yeahhs and i was molested .
donno by who lohhs uhhs !
and hit me hit wrong part !
RAWRS !
still laughed somemore !
joanne and emily also hors .
laughed laughed laughed !
zzzzz .
and homed !
tmr got pe luhhs , donno what will happen us , that toot teacher ><
and yeahhs time to go !
takecares :D

2008-06-30T23:56:00.000-07:00

and and tada !
here comes my 100th post !
yays !
let's screaaaaaaaaaaaaaam !
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs !
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs !
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs !
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs !
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs !
alrights peeps stop :D
being a lil creative unlike sean ._."
having a party when he posts the 123th post ._."
so lame lahhs uhhs .
LOL !
and please i'm having a party on the 103th post ._."
bleahhs .
and at the same time we're celebrating youth day :D
mwahahahahahahaha with my sisters :D
on friday :D
hehs hehs !
yupps and back to school topic .
aw sai lahhs .
got a suan-ing from ap girl again !
macham _l_ .
i talking to my nuer also cannot lohhs .
and by the way , your father can talk to you why i cant !?
rawrs i'm winnie tan's daddie siahhs >< "
okays enuff of her .
talk till sians , i get used to her suan-ing liaos ._.
and yupps nothing interesting today .
suck one lohhs .
know during recess kenji told me valen dropped my staff and someone loot it .
i was really angry lohhs _l_
somemore he told a lie said is kenji's fault .
honggan ahhs !
yupps and yeeseng raped my pencil case !
but he's funny one lohhs lols .
and yahhs that's it for today .
nothing nice lahhs .
got to do my stuffs liaos .
and i'm missin' you .
kays takecares !

2008-06-30T00:47:00.001-07:00

lalalalalalalalalalalalalala .
just getting really bored but hehs hehs .
98th post !
cheerful abit luhhs uhhs .
and yupps emily ah ma asking me stupid question again .
asking me who i'm talking to .
and know what she said ?
nickjonvalkenjiseanyee .
NO !
i'm talking to wing khhor :D
mwahahahaha .
and yeahhs school today was crazy for me .
in the morning assembly went crazy .
the music just didnt play !
and we waited for like 2 min ?
zzzz lame shyt one lahhs .
so talked to joanne hehs hehs .
laughing like hell .
hurhur and i didnt know i said " pigu " so loud !?
really !
it isnt loud lahhs ._."
okays whatever .
and yupps here another mcqs from emily ah ma .
who're you talking to ?
1) jon
2) nich
3) valen
4) kenji
5) seanyee
6) me
7) tong ling friend 1
8) tong ling friend 2
9) tong ling friend 3
10) tong ling friend 4
lame shyt lahhs bobian she's like those people in hougang chalet .
haiis poor emily .
hmm and during math lesson was a funny one .
annabel asked winnie to follow what she said .
but in the end we ended up laughing lols .
so crappy lahhs .
lame one also ._,"
alrights don bother then ms woo wasnt able to teach us cause of some programmes .
so another teacher came .
sai one lahhs .
say he's a police inspector , 32 years of discipline .
is like why do we need to bother ._."
okays yupps and he was pointing to my area .
a girl and i thought it was me !
omfg but it was natalie , sitting infront me niahhs ._."
then nat said jacob took her pencil case but i thought it was joanne or annabel !
LOL !
stupid teacher lahhs useless one ._.
zzzz and cme period .
ap girl came in .
we did group work again lahhs .
nothing fun to talk about .
and lesson is over !
WOOT !
went to amk hub with joanne and emily .
so we were like walking inside when someone stopped me so suddenly .
chey , its donation thingy .
then i was like blur and joanne and emily just went off without me !
RAWRS !
what kind of friends are they !
sobs sobs .
see lahhs bullies !
i want cry luhhs lahhs !
so catched up with them and went for lunch .
sians lahhs .
saw my brother's friends .
sim zhen jie LOL !
i dont think he saw me lahhs but nevermind don care .
and after that saw zhenghui !?
lols wasnt sure but i think so .
hhaiya also nothing cause pri sch our r/s quite complicated also lahhs uhhs :O
and yeahhs homed !
conf with nich later :D
loves !

2008-06-28T22:16:00.000-07:00

oh yeahhs .
3 more post before i start my party :D
aw yesterday i really had alot of fun with my sisters !
and yupps justine spoiled it again .
it's like sai lahhs ?
okay lohhs nevermind acting really nonchalant .
all of us met out .
so we chatted like having a gang fight like that :O
i dao her all the way .
avoid quarrelling with her .
zzzzz but still ended up so ..
nevermind luhhs i left .
2008 is just a " slapping face " for me ?
._." nich followed me also lahhs .
we went bishan park .
and i just shouted like mad woman liddat , sorry nich ><
yahhs and he shouted also donno why .
sot luhhs i think .
yahhs anyway after that we went home and he called me again .
we chatted over the phone till i fell asleep .
thanks worhhs :D
and yupps early in the morning one cheerful sms for me !
it just make me smile again !
thanks alot !
and yeahhs i wont hate you though you did that to me .
loves !

2008-06-27T23:46:00.000-07:00

[edit]
the 96th post :D
yay and it's weekends !
currently in nika's house .
LOL !
her house was erms weird lahhs .
so many mirror around .
yahhs making her house look bigger mahhs .
hmm .
quite bored doing all the art stuffs .
only joanne , annabel , emily came .
damn it that bastard , jason never come .
thinking of kicking him out lohhs ._."
yahhs and posting this stupid blog in nika's house doesnt seems complacent .
the button so hard :@
then the space is like not fully one bar .
it has two separate bar , one for backspace another for space lahhs .
just seems weird somehow lohhs hors annabel ?
lmao ._."
enter button also very hard lohhs .
now we are intending to go for window shopping .
waiting for nika to play finish her songs and all lahhs .
and sorry sean cant go out with you , my apology .
yay finally homed :D
hurhur actually i don wan go home so early luhhs T.T
reached home around 6.07 pm bahhs .
quite early lohhs !
but nevermind i had alot of fun .
and duhhs !
funny funny thingys happened :D
we went novena at first , taking mrt lahhs .
nika bought kueh tu tu .
emily , joanne and annabel bought fishballs :D
me ?
nahhs i eat nothing :D
and yeahhs they bought drinks too .
and then we went fooling around and all .
just then nika thought of buying bd present for gina .
over luhhs lahhs but just buy lahhs ._."
dhen i was thinking of sharing with her :D
so we went to a shop .
omfg !
the stuffs there were all so nice :DD
and we decided to bought a mug for her .
with nice designs on it also lahhs :P
yupps and nika asked what i want for my bd also .
so i chose .
it's a heart shape frame with a boy and a girl !
it's cute , FAVES !
but LOOOOOK !
the price $20 ++ .
omtians but nika doesnt mind :D
don worry i'll buy you a big teddy :D
yupps and annabel went for tuition halfway :@
see lahhs go tuition pangsehhs your laogong T.T
yeahhs and joanne and emily playing around also .
then we went fooling around again .
few min later nika went to meet her marmmie at donno where lohhs .
zzzzz .
and we went to amk hub !
and sai lohhs emily kept on repeating she wanted to wrap valen for my bd .
sai lahhs !
zzzzz forget it .
and she said she wanna talk to sean luhhs :O
omtians i was so shocked .
lols she was like so kan jiong wanting to talk to him .
she said , " i want to hear his voice . "
omfg joanne and i was like laughing .
emily got a crush on sean :D
hhahas nice one lahhs emily .
in the end sean called lahhs and she actually said i wanna suicide ._."
cut my arteries and all ._."
LMAO !
pathetic me T.T
okays enough of all these rubbish .
and then we went to buy SUSHI !
WOOT !
i shared with joanne .
and greedy emily bout 2 boxes ._."
omtians can she finished it ?
then i was like so full .
arghhs and we were tired luhhs .
hhahas and we went home taking bus .
and here i am posting !
bleahhs emily finally got a chance to bully you luhhs .
here's a mcqs question for you .
who do you LOVE ?
a ) wing khhor khhor .
b ) sean yee .
c ) glenn .
d ) an eighty year old ah pek .
which one ?
:D yay !
and now i go mapling luhhs !
loves !
EMILY TEO & WING ?
EMILY TEO & SEAN ?
EMILY TEO & GLENN ?
EMILY TEO & AH PEK ?
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2008-06-26T03:21:00.000-07:00

omfg .
sorry for not posting these few days .
i was trying to control myself .
trying not to touch any games or what so ever lahhs .
so paisehh ><
alrights i've got long list of things to say ><
i miss blogging so much !
LOL ><
ok school reopen is rather tiring for me .
omtians i just didnt get to sleeeeeeep well ._."
and that's bad lahhs duhhs !
hmm yahhs besides this , i changed my seat in class !
omfg !
actually no diff lohhs .
damn it so retarded .
that ap girl just wanted to change my seat ._." bo bian .
cause winnie wasnt feeling complacent with her seat lahhs uhhs .
so changed to sit beside me :D
so good :P nuer beside me lehhs !
but retarded jason crapped so much .
say we will talk .
DUHHS :X !
sai lahhs you _l_
so i switched with him _l_
tmd nevermind still can talk dehhs just one seat away only .
but hors damn annoying one luhhs .
ap girl purposely want to suan me everytime knn .
she said something like if we cant control ourselves we're just being immatured !
omfg lahhs mdm ng !
so i damn buay song liaos :@ .
is like yahhs i know i deproved but gina deproved more than me luhhs !
why you dont want go suan her !?
sians lahhs just want to provoke me niahhs .
kns dehhs lehhs !
so nevermind lohhs .
then she told us those who went late for morning assembly right ?
knn first one mentioned my name !
walao ehhs .
then hors somemore mayuan went down with us lehhs she never get mention what's this !
pathetic .
then hors sweeeeeet wrappers !
suan me also .
ap girl said dare to do dont dare to admit zzz .
knn not me lahhs !
please lahhs it isnt my sweet though i gave it to you guys .
it's mengyuan's she bought it LMAO !
then i got blamed for nothing ._."
somemore yeeseng shouted my name ._."
arghhs and recently winnie asked ap girl who's in charge in d & t for girls .
and IT's HER !
sai lahhs , lame shyt !
i don want i want mr low !
omtians ahhs .
die for sure my goodness sake -.-
haiis sians .
anyways happy belated first month with my darling ziyi :D
iloveyou !
les with you rocks :X !
hhahas and yahhs that's it for today , 95th post :D
loves !
its time to let go .
dont be silly .
it will just hurt us more .
so just pursue your dreams like what your marmmie said .
and it will slowly be faded .

2008-06-21T07:10:00.000-07:00

[edit]
hurhur .
and once again yesterday sleepless night .
aw !
suckkie !
know what i did ?
i talk to my teddy whole night !
stupid hors ? - yupps - .
ehhs that's me ._."
the most funny part is that , the teddy wanted to suicide ._."
cause i was throwing it high up it the air .
cause i was on the upper part , double decker bed mahhs .
so it bounced upon touching the celling and went straight down the floor !
suicide ! - say buhhs byes T.T - .
zzz my stupid thoughts .
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL !
nothing to entertain you guys mahhs .
anyways thanks wing that pathetic alien khhor !
cause you pass me the virus so i sick :X
yupps and kenji " guai didi " hors .
i never hai ni tio banned lohhs !
is you ownself show me ure vac hack , speed hack whatever hacks ._."
somemore " WEE ! "
.___________________________.
serve you right ! - abish ! - .
and please emily ah ma ._."
arghhs .
why you keep giving me mcqs about boys !?
whathe TOOT !
lmao .
anyways posting this blog took me almost one hour luhhs :X
hurhur very long hors ! - ps lahhs - .
aw man .
i'm finding myself really bad !
i really suck !
i really wanted to just dig one hole and hide in there .
omfg please lahhs .
i know alot of people wanted to live .
those babies who died they wanted to !
but i dont want to !
omfg why am i borned into this world !
pains i suffer .
people i cried for .
and i have parents who just doesnt get well with me !
omfg please please please please please please !
can someone just murder me ?
just end my life lahhs !
you wont be jailed , i promise .
i don wan to live in such a life !
aw man , hui can you just fuck off !?
gettting really annoyed by myself .
no one ever praised me for what i've done .
never ever .
can someone just praise and said " oh hui you've done well " !?
is it so hard !?
recollecting that slap on my face , i feel like suiciding .
arghhs .
and now i'm totally lost .
oh god , save me will you ?
love me will you ?
enlighten me will you ?
oh dear father i pray for your presence , i really need you at this particular moment .
i'm really getting depression .
arghhs yeahhs i'm not crying .
hatred .
dont worry people .
i wont be like this when i'm in school .
i'll be the cheerful girl like before .
but if i cant , i'm sorry just let me emo for awhile .
emily ah ma give me advice i really need your advice !
anyways here comes my fever again .
a really serious one , got a jab .
but no pain , i cant feel anything .
yeahhs .
and i'm officially announced dead .
on the 21st of june 2008 , 11.56 pm .
you're right we are wasting each other time .
those happy memories are over now .
go ahead with your dreams .
and of cause i will be studying hard like what i've said .
but please let me call you this one last time .
dear dear iloveyou .
wish you all the best .
takecares .

2008-06-20T01:39:00.000-07:00

hmm .
the 93th post for today .
hurhur .
really tired luhhs lohhs .
school reopen soon and now i'm getting so sick .
arghhs .
anyways no fever luhhs .
but flu and cough .
damn it .
yahhs and yesterday was really a memorable day for me .
some of you may know what happened lahhs - nods - .
i'll be cheerful and optimistic , making this post not really emo lahhs :D
my mother gave me something making me so touched .
it was the first time she gave me that .
what's that something read on to know it !
yahhs and at that juncture of time i was really elated .
i shared with jonathan .
hehs hehs cause nich isnt in singapore !
RAWRS !
he's my counsellor and arghhs !
nevermind .
and i cried over the phone like hell .
omfg cant believe it .
like for 2 hours !?
zzzz whatever lahhs .
that's the longest period of time i cried .
okays nevermind he comfort me and all .
jiemin also lahhs we've conference :D
thanks people iloveyou !
we hanged up liaos but i continued to cry .
omfg whathe .
i calm myself down , listening to music .
i looked outside of the window .
thinking alot of things .
recollecting ..
and now i came out with a new resolution for 2008 :D
no bgr .
no games if possible , there's a limit .
so on and so forth .
but of cause i'll still be blogging lahhs :D
hurhur thinking of all these i continued to cry .
finally no tears .
cause my eyes is already puffy and red luhhs .
if i continued to cry i'll probably turned blind .
and i stoned , looking out of the window till day break .
i was really tired and slept .
and today !
once i woke up .
starting my day packing stuffs .
and now blogging .
later i'll be starting on my maths bible .
reading all the notes i've written :D
and maybe mapling for awhile .
hmm .
ohya before i forget .
i wont be replying any sms till monday .
same for calls .
so hmm if anything you wanna say or something , tag me or talk to me using msn .
sorry for inconvenience worhhs .
think i'll end my post for today .
new song updated also :D
enjoy !
btw before ending off .
the present my mother gave me was a tight slap .
god bless .
you've disappointed me .
thinking of that you really did make me cried .
at that juncture of time i need you so badly , yet ..
like what the others did , you let me cry .
i'm not gonna forgive you .

2008-06-19T02:08:00.000-07:00

hurhur .
this is the 92th post .
reaching 100th luhhs :D
mmph wasnt in the mood to post the past two or three days lahhs .
fed up lohhs .
dagon is interesting but it was retarded lag .
dulan with it and ytd cant play at night cause server crashed .
omtians nevermind .
and today i mega-ed alot .
2 mega wasted lohhs , never come out dehhs T.T .
forget it lohhs zzz .
met alot of friends lahhs so on and so forth .
kept dcing ohmy dulan and quit .
hmm and yesterday simply bad .
walao ehhs damn retarded lahhs .
midnight wanting to sleep dehhs but dhen so many sms and calls .
arghhs cant helped it .
so settled all it's about 4 ?
O.O panda liaos lahhs !
yahhs then went to sleep .
woke up at 5 and started to vomit .
heng i ran to the washroom , PHEW !
high fever , cough etc etc .
omtians just couldnt sleep .
keep getting up to washroom .
aw and this morning sms again ._."
wanted to rest in bed but my mother ..
zzzz whatever lahhs .
damn it hate when i'm sick .
okay back to mapling luhhs .
seeyou .
hope you're recovering soon .
and sorry for abish-ing you all the time ._.

2008-06-17T01:29:00.000-07:00

haiis so sad lohhs !
pathetic me .
dagonms sucks lahhs .
rollback kns .
zzzz .
my 4 mega gone luhhs !
heartbroken sobs sobs .
and hors 149 dehhs become 147 !
omtians .
damn lahhs not only me lohhs some of them also like that .
ohmy why is this happening to me uhhs ?
zzzzz .
whatever i also heck care liaos .
game only mahhs :D
still got 7 mega left nevermind :D
alrights and yahhs same thing lohhs chatted with him everynight .
mmph .
wanted to move on faster and faster each day .
meeting my friends .
but it means the day remaining is getting lesser T.T
i dont want !!
hhaiyo .
why are you not 20 + ?
zzzzz .
then you wouldnt need to leave me liaos lohhs .
lalalalalalalala .
i rather you 80 years old lohhs .
staying near me .
arghhs .
whatever lahhs i'm gonna be independent whether or not .
and ps lahhs kenji yesterday pangseh you ><
i want be aloooooooooooooooone !
RAWRS .
let's persevere together !
WOOT :D

2008-06-16T01:24:00.000-07:00

alrights school is gonna reopen soon :D
wow very excited .
get to see joanne in the morning :D
wakakakakakaka .
hmm but sad luhhs ice skating canceled T.T
nevermind we'll go another day :D
aww dagonms is so lag !
RAWRS .
cant even play properly .
so bth .
zzzzz but its fast leveling lahhs and fun though .
nice people out there :D
hmm and sean gonna go for ns luhhs ..
so sians .
guess i've to be independent again .
nevermind i'll wait for you .
and remember to contact me or i'll piak you :X
alrights got to go !
see you guys SOON !
takecares !